What shall i do?

Wondering about something , but i don't brave enough to solve it.
Hide it inside my heart , because i know that i'll be a nother impossible mission.
Adore , like or love ,

Is it adore? Is it like ? or It's love?
The best way for me to solve my problem , it's avoid myself to fall in love one more time to another girl , without hesitation , i'll do like this.Yeah , that's the best way for me to cure and to forget the impact that brought by the love issues to me.

19 years old , no matter adore , like or love , i have experienced before.
As what i said , i don't want to suffer in this kind of issues anymore .
Although there's someone that i like , i'll choose to avoid rather than try my best to get her.

I have gone through a lot of trouble last time ,.Sometimes i'll ask myself , why should we be together with another girl/boy? I know it clearly , if we love someone , we hope that we can give happiness to her, no matter where she/he is , as soon as we can accompany him/her , she will feel happy. Is it?
Well , maybe it's right , or maybe that's wrong!

Sometimes , no matter how hard have we worked for that , we will never get the one that we love because there's a lot of thing that have been destined . No matter how hard have you given out , you can never change the fact.So , what shall we do?

Do not want to take any actions don't mean that i'm giving up but i know that , since i can't give her anything , why don't i wait till someone who can give her happiness to take good care of her? Somemore , a guy who lost his confidence will never shine no matter what had he done...