错，错，错..

当初告诉你这部落的存在就是错误的选择....
告诉自己要把你忘了...
但是一直以来都知道自己做不到...

Whatever i have done , were wrong..I was not supposed to tell you the existance of this blog , Why i can't forget you until now .I hope i can forget you and i thought i have already forget you.But the fact is a NO..

Everytimes after chatting with you , my mood turn down immediately ,eventhough i feel like want to chat with you , i'll never double click on your name and type hi...just to avoid any painful memories come into my mind .
Painful inside my heart , you'll never seen ...you'll never feel , you'll never know....

Visualize the past , you hurt me badly , i can't forget you . Sorry .. After 3-4 months , i have to say , i love you..Eventhough you and I never be together before , I know that's love.

I can't forget the one i love , that's you....I love you so much . I have been hiding the feeling inside deep of my heart , but today i can't stand for it anymore...I feel like want to cry , i can't forgive myself , for falling in love with you so deeply ..Sorry , i can't forget you , sorry , i love you...

And whatever i have written here , just to say that , i love you juan , no matter what , no matter when .....

that's what we always say ,
你能看到我在屏幕上的字,却看不到我在键盘上的泪.....

I hope you will never come to this blog , i told you i'll not write blog anymore , because i don't want you to know what am i thinking about...

Although i love you deeply , i'll never take action and i know..you'll get a bf one day later.....

What i hope is , you'll be happy...That's really enough...

Wrong,Totally wrong..

This time , i realize that i am actually a little dust in this world .
When we think that we are very good , but actually we are not.Felt ashamed ,
and i think now is the time for me to learn something besides teaching.

I need to improve my grammar , so i need to work hard on it.I hope , i can make a
perfect article or passage without any grammatical errors and other mistakes.
I know it , i have to try my best to achieve that level .As for now , i know that i still have to improve myself , i have to practice more in listening , in writing and also in reading. So ,i decided to read an article per day , to listen to the radio broadcast if i have times.

Anyway ,i know that it really takes time for me to improve my english , and i know that,at the beginning i'll feel that it's hard to learn the new things , but i have the desire to learn , so i'll make it better and i hope i can make a perfect article next time.

Last but not least , i hope that , i can become a good teacher and a good speaker for sure , without any grammatical errors and accurate in spotting the mistakes when i have to do so..