我,这一生,从没下定决心过....好的,坏的,我都是不能坚持的做完它,然而现在,我下定决心,决定踏出了我的第一步...
伤心??!!不开心...呵呵,或许,我会不甘心,然而,也许只是短暂的~我,已决定了,不管以后的路再如何的艰辛,我还是会走下去...我不想,当我以后回想起以前的事,才发觉,我错过了好多好多...这,是不值得的...19的我,很老吗???Oh My god!! Definitely NO!!!人生,是多么的短暂,与其,你时常想着,人生很苦,消极的生活下去,何不?!!采取积极的生活方式,做点有意义的事呢??!!与其时常说life's miserable...何不换句说法?!!!Life's full of hope , its just , do you get ready to receive whatever you deserve?!!!
或许,我们的一生,是被注定了,然而,与其,时常跟着别人的步伐,我们为何不,踏出第一步,让人家跟随着我们的步伐呢?!!或许这听起来很可笑,然而,我相信我做得到.....我才19岁,我的人生,或许才刚刚的开始..没错,中学生涯,的确很棒,我好怀念那时的生活,还记得那时,无忧无虑,自由自在的生活吗?!!哈哈,你们也许也忘不了吧~中四中五的那两年,充满了太多开心的回忆了...还记得天真的我们,一直都盼望着毕业的那一天,然而,毕业后,各分东西,才知道,以前的日子,才是最开心,最happy的...然而...时光一去不回头,我相信...我们,还是有机会相聚,然而那一天,或许我们都已,有了各自的事业~有人说,友情会随着时间渐渐变淡...这..是无稽之谈,对我而言,友情,永远都不会被时间冲淡,他不像爱情,它是很坚固的,当一群很久不见的“死党”聚在一起...他们无说不谈,感觉,又回来了,不是吗??!
说友情会随着时间而转淡的人..不好意思...得告诉你,你...到目前为止,还没遇到真正的知己/朋友.....你遇到的,只是你生命中的过客...我..很庆幸有了你们90年的一群朋友...不管我们生在何处,我也不会将你们忘了,然而...回来了GM,还是得找找我,吹吹水,只有跟你们一起的生活,我才找回了自己,一个最真,最会骂脏话的凯豪 =)那就是最真的我...然而,不是说我带着面具做人,而是,看什么人,说什么话,这是做人最基本的道理...Get it?!!
期待着8月的到来,我得去kepong shopping..买些漂亮的服装,慰劳自己 =)还有,八月你们就回来了,期待=) +U+U...!!!时光似箭,两个月?!!一眨眼,就过了 =)
虽然说中学生涯很棒,然而工作的日子,也可以一样的精彩...只是看你,是否enjoy the job?!!对我而言,我挺喜欢现在的工作...看着那群小孩开心的样子...那种满足感...是无法形容的...=)
Monday, June 29, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Secret...
As i believe , everyone do have their own secret...same as mine....I , myself do have secret too.....
As what i heard from people last time , he said that , reveal youself to everyone , and then you'll get more friends ...errm , is it true ?!!! actually , i don't think so.... And what i think is...if you reveal yourself to everyone , you're making yourself in trouble...why i said so?!!! that's true !! you don't believe?!!..haha...
Lets think about it....how can you reveal yourself to a stranger whenever you don't even know who the heck is he/she?!!! is it safe? i don't think so >.> Well , you can reveal youself to the one that you believe in him/her and you trust that he/she will not expose the things to others , but ...not for anyone include the strangers!!!!That's too dangerous for you to reveal everything to someone who you don't know him >.< haha...doesnt that?!
And...I do have a secret too....but i'm not going to tell it here , since ... that's a secret..Well...but what i know is....i hope that , everyone will be happy and also , live without stress , anger , and so on..And...for the special one...i hope that she'll be happy forever and .. she'll get a nice result in her studies next year......+U...gambateh!
As what i heard from people last time , he said that , reveal youself to everyone , and then you'll get more friends ...errm , is it true ?!!! actually , i don't think so.... And what i think is...if you reveal yourself to everyone , you're making yourself in trouble...why i said so?!!! that's true !! you don't believe?!!..haha...
Lets think about it....how can you reveal yourself to a stranger whenever you don't even know who the heck is he/she?!!! is it safe? i don't think so >.> Well , you can reveal youself to the one that you believe in him/her and you trust that he/she will not expose the things to others , but ...not for anyone include the strangers!!!!That's too dangerous for you to reveal everything to someone who you don't know him >.< haha...doesnt that?!
And...I do have a secret too....but i'm not going to tell it here , since ... that's a secret..Well...but what i know is....i hope that , everyone will be happy and also , live without stress , anger , and so on..And...for the special one...i hope that she'll be happy forever and .. she'll get a nice result in her studies next year......+U...gambateh!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
忙忙~
从早上10点就忙到了晚上11点...哈哈,挺忙的叻~
又用回了我熟悉的华文来写部落了,哈哈,当然啊..华文可是我们的母语.....
其实...突然之间我觉得我会写华文字,还挺幸运的,因为我发现...如果让你从新学习的话,华文字,不是那么容易...他不像英文,国语那样a-z罢了,而是,很多很多的笔画,形成一个华文字..呵呵~所以,不用用华文字来写部落,怎么行??哈哈...
哈哈,终于忙完了,可以轻松了,明天day off =) 星期日,现在才知道时间的重要性...哈哈,能有一天休息,是多好的一件事啊!!!嘻嘻~这....其实,我也好久没上来写部落了...也许,最近都没什么时间写,也或者,是不再向往以前写部落的日子吧...曾经的我,把自己的世界,关进了一个部落格里...认为自己永远都逃不出去...然而...经历了好多好多的事后,我发觉,其实那只是生命中必须经历的一部分....相比起其它的事情,也许那只是芝麻绿豆之事吧?!!然而...那也好,毕竟,我现在一直都在增值自己,接受不同的挑战..因为我知道,走的路太平坦的话,要是以后才遭遇挫折,应该打击很大吧..倒不如,现在就开始学习吃苦,哈哈...吃的苦中苦,方为人上人??!!..我这人...应该都没什么火气的吧..往往一些事,我都好像无所谓那样。。。哈哈,也许外表太斯文了>.>就算现在我告诉刚认识我的人我会粗话,也许他们很吃惊啦,哈哈,然而...讲到粗话>.> 我好久都没说了...哈哈!!这,好事来的~然而,跟朋友喝茶吹水,难免会有几句啦 =)
有人说,缘分很奇妙...当你一直都在寻找着另一半时,其实他已在你身边...也许..有些人的,是还没遇到对方吧~当你在爱情里,独自奋斗时,也许,你的真爱也在另一方独自奋斗,总有一天,当你们相遇时,那就是你们的缘分到了...这..说法...行得通吗???haha...其实我也觉得是那样吧 =)
又用回了我熟悉的华文来写部落了,哈哈,当然啊..华文可是我们的母语.....
其实...突然之间我觉得我会写华文字,还挺幸运的,因为我发现...如果让你从新学习的话,华文字,不是那么容易...他不像英文,国语那样a-z罢了,而是,很多很多的笔画,形成一个华文字..呵呵~所以,不用用华文字来写部落,怎么行??哈哈...
哈哈,终于忙完了,可以轻松了,明天day off =) 星期日,现在才知道时间的重要性...哈哈,能有一天休息,是多好的一件事啊!!!嘻嘻~这....其实,我也好久没上来写部落了...也许,最近都没什么时间写,也或者,是不再向往以前写部落的日子吧...曾经的我,把自己的世界,关进了一个部落格里...认为自己永远都逃不出去...然而...经历了好多好多的事后,我发觉,其实那只是生命中必须经历的一部分....相比起其它的事情,也许那只是芝麻绿豆之事吧?!!然而...那也好,毕竟,我现在一直都在增值自己,接受不同的挑战..因为我知道,走的路太平坦的话,要是以后才遭遇挫折,应该打击很大吧..倒不如,现在就开始学习吃苦,哈哈...吃的苦中苦,方为人上人??!!..我这人...应该都没什么火气的吧..往往一些事,我都好像无所谓那样。。。哈哈,也许外表太斯文了>.>就算现在我告诉刚认识我的人我会粗话,也许他们很吃惊啦,哈哈,然而...讲到粗话>.> 我好久都没说了...哈哈!!这,好事来的~然而,跟朋友喝茶吹水,难免会有几句啦 =)
有人说,缘分很奇妙...当你一直都在寻找着另一半时,其实他已在你身边...也许..有些人的,是还没遇到对方吧~当你在爱情里,独自奋斗时,也许,你的真爱也在另一方独自奋斗,总有一天,当你们相遇时,那就是你们的缘分到了...这..说法...行得通吗???haha...其实我也觉得是那样吧 =)
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Susan Boyla?!!!
Do you know who is she?!! she's a contestant in Britains Got Talent 2009..mayb you can search for it in youtube by typing her name...and she's a 47 years old woman..aww....
whenever she's standing on the stage , everyone dispise her..and even all of the audience laugh at her , and even the judger also feel unbelievable , whenever he asked her , what your dream ?!!! she answered , i try to be a professional singer.....
And...whenever she started to sing....aww..awesome!!! and.....
this's the first time , that , i feel touch.....i don't know why....maybe , all of u can have a try on this link..~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk
Even all the people dispise her , but , she don't care......and at last even the judger stood up and clap for her.........
So...don't ever judge a book by its cover....
whenever she's standing on the stage , everyone dispise her..and even all of the audience laugh at her , and even the judger also feel unbelievable , whenever he asked her , what your dream ?!!! she answered , i try to be a professional singer.....
And...whenever she started to sing....aww..awesome!!! and.....
this's the first time , that , i feel touch.....i don't know why....maybe , all of u can have a try on this link..~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk
Even all the people dispise her , but , she don't care......and at last even the judger stood up and clap for her.........
So...don't ever judge a book by its cover....
Finished One Movie.
Just finish one movie ... that's transformer 1..its a 2007 film i think ?!! and i didn't watch it yet , since the new transformer is now showing on the cinema....so i decided to watch the 1st part >.> And..thats a nice movie...really...no doubt..the fighting scene , and the ending , is far better than the "blood the last vampire"
Blood =.= the beginning and the middle part of the story is quite intersting...but , the ending ...=.= bad!!!!!!! Mayb the director don't know how should he end the movie ?!!!think so....
And...i hope that i could watch the new transformer , haha , can't wait for it...umm..maybe , i'll be going to KL next two week , then i can watch it...but,have to see whether i will go or not.....hehe , hope so....
and nowadays , i decided to watch one english movie per day , so i keep on downloading the movies from the internet , haha....maybe its illegal , but , whatever! >.<
Blood =.= the beginning and the middle part of the story is quite intersting...but , the ending ...=.= bad!!!!!!! Mayb the director don't know how should he end the movie ?!!!think so....
And...i hope that i could watch the new transformer , haha , can't wait for it...umm..maybe , i'll be going to KL next two week , then i can watch it...but,have to see whether i will go or not.....hehe , hope so....
and nowadays , i decided to watch one english movie per day , so i keep on downloading the movies from the internet , haha....maybe its illegal , but , whatever! >.<
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Back In G.M
Hooray!!! i'm back , haha ....its really nice for me to stay in Kepong >.> and last 2 days , i attended the 'toastmaster' club meeting , aww .... that's really scary , haha , anyway , the way they delivered their speech is good...and my mentor , Alfred Koh , As a language Evaluation ...umm , something like that , he really did that perfectly...haha , i hope that i could be like him one day later too @@?? who's know? haha...mayb i'll ...whenever i'm dreaming >.>
Well , back to the topic ,i love the place as well , the scenery there...is really beautiful....aww.. but unfortunately , i can't take the picture of the scenery there cause whenever i wanted to take it , its already dark =.='' anyway , next time , i'll take it..haha ...
And .... i don't know when will i deliver my speech...but , i think i really have to prepare for it , because....i felt nervous to speak in front of so many people and most of them can speak english fluently...well , that's why i join toastmaster , i want to improve my speaking and english as well , and the most important thing is , i want to remove my fearness whenever i speak in front of crowd...that's the point that i join toastmaster! and i believe that's a right choice for me and no doubt i'll work harder to become the best speaker =) haha!!! (dreaming?!!)
welll....along the way back Gua Musang , we even play a game....thats we simply give a word a phrase and an object and , we'll talk about that thing for bout 1minute....haha ,that's really interesting ...and it really help when you want to present something....because it need a lot of imagination whenever people give you something and call you to talk abotu the thing....haha...and , i'm the worst among 3 of us as well =.= anyway , next time will be better...haha...
Well , back to the topic ,i love the place as well , the scenery there...is really beautiful....aww.. but unfortunately , i can't take the picture of the scenery there cause whenever i wanted to take it , its already dark =.='' anyway , next time , i'll take it..haha ...
And .... i don't know when will i deliver my speech...but , i think i really have to prepare for it , because....i felt nervous to speak in front of so many people and most of them can speak english fluently...well , that's why i join toastmaster , i want to improve my speaking and english as well , and the most important thing is , i want to remove my fearness whenever i speak in front of crowd...that's the point that i join toastmaster! and i believe that's a right choice for me and no doubt i'll work harder to become the best speaker =) haha!!! (dreaming?!!)
welll....along the way back Gua Musang , we even play a game....thats we simply give a word a phrase and an object and , we'll talk about that thing for bout 1minute....haha ,that's really interesting ...and it really help when you want to present something....because it need a lot of imagination whenever people give you something and call you to talk abotu the thing....haha...and , i'm the worst among 3 of us as well =.= anyway , next time will be better...haha...
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Kepong.....
Today is Saturday , and i have to travel to KL at bout 10pm ...Aww...that's tiring...
seem like...i have to travel every weekend >.>
But what to do ?!! since i like the life in KL , i enjoyed it everytime i'd been there...so , whenever my boss asked me to go with him , i'll never reject..~and for sure , Kepong ...is such a nice place ...and i really love the place...haha ....
If and only if i have the chance to continue my career there , maybe i'll consider about it.....and Toastmaster .....on monday's evening , is around the corner , haha ....i can't wait for it !! i hope i can listen to mnay speeches that delivered by those toastmaster =) haha..
And , i don't know whether trip will be a nice trip or a trip that full with busyness?!! since my boss has to conduct a course for those teacher ...and...maybe me will join together?!!! haha...i don't know yet....
Hehe....
And today , i found that those children are damn moody...=.='' they do whatever they like , and whenever they're not happy with it , they'll just ignore it....haiz..what to do?!! they are children .........
seem like...i have to travel every weekend >.>
But what to do ?!! since i like the life in KL , i enjoyed it everytime i'd been there...so , whenever my boss asked me to go with him , i'll never reject..~and for sure , Kepong ...is such a nice place ...and i really love the place...haha ....
If and only if i have the chance to continue my career there , maybe i'll consider about it.....and Toastmaster .....on monday's evening , is around the corner , haha ....i can't wait for it !! i hope i can listen to mnay speeches that delivered by those toastmaster =) haha..
And , i don't know whether trip will be a nice trip or a trip that full with busyness?!! since my boss has to conduct a course for those teacher ...and...maybe me will join together?!!! haha...i don't know yet....
Hehe....
And today , i found that those children are damn moody...=.='' they do whatever they like , and whenever they're not happy with it , they'll just ignore it....haiz..what to do?!! they are children .........
Friday, June 19, 2009
Busying
These few days were really busy , tomorrow have to travel to Kepong again by 10pm bus , after work >.> what to do , but i like it...haha , maybe , i can go to observe and learn something from the toastmaster @@?! haha...hope he'll bring along me ...think so? maybe he will , haha...
As for me , i want to finish my job , as quick as possible , i don't like to delay my work...but , i always help them to finish their work till 10.45 and even today 11.45 =.='' what to do.. lol....at least i enjoy to stay wif my colleague...
And , nowadays whenever my friends discuss something about the games , i'm no longer interested in it anymore...haha , don't know why ...Mayb i have no longer had time for Dotaing anymore , anyway , whatever...i don't mind >.> since dotaing's really wasting my time =) haha..
Looking forward for the trip to Kepong tomorrow and i hope that i will not be scolded by my boss @@
As for me , i want to finish my job , as quick as possible , i don't like to delay my work...but , i always help them to finish their work till 10.45 and even today 11.45 =.='' what to do.. lol....at least i enjoy to stay wif my colleague...
And , nowadays whenever my friends discuss something about the games , i'm no longer interested in it anymore...haha , don't know why ...Mayb i have no longer had time for Dotaing anymore , anyway , whatever...i don't mind >.> since dotaing's really wasting my time =) haha..
Looking forward for the trip to Kepong tomorrow and i hope that i will not be scolded by my boss @@
Thursday, June 18, 2009
The Big challege...
Well , as the title , its really a big challenge for me , since My boss will be going to KL , and he asked me to replace his PMR class.
My 1st reaction was like , MR koh ?! ARE YOU JOKING WITH ME?!!! well , he said no...and after he guided me what to do >.> he left =.=
i was like....what the hell!!???well , the 1st time for me to stand in front of the student , and taught them , was the PMR class ?!!! can u imagine that ? i'm just 19 years old , and i'd to teach those students just younger than me like 3-4 years old?!That's scary =.=haha...anyway,at the beginning , i'm very nervous , but , i got use to it after sometimes...and , mayb let me try somemore times later , i'll be better and better for sure!!
Well , i'm not doing it as perfect as a teacher that full with confident , but ,inside my mind , i knew it , i will be better next time...since this is the 1st time i replace my boss , i was doing such a great job , i'd no longer have any problem in speaking english...and yeah , there's still have something that i want to improve , that's to improve my vocabulary's powers , since i can speak quite fluent nowadays , what i need is to empower my vocabulary ... sometime , i wanted to express something , but i don't even know the word . so...how could i speak it out?!
Anyway ,thank you for giving me such an opportunity to teach the students , even though , i don't know 1-2 words from the passage and i can't explain to the students...but that's nevermind , i'll admit it , and asked them to forgive me ...since i don't even have time to prepare for teaching materials , and as well to understand everything before i teach...but overall , i'm doing a great job =)
even i ask for comment from those students...i'm so happy to hear from one of them even said that...that's just one word to describe...Excellent! oh , that's really raise my confidence...thx you anyway ...and yeah , and some of them said that i'm good .... but . i told them , well , i'm not good as well and i'm bad ...BUT , i'm not as worse as some of those school's teachers!haha...
this's a good course that you even give me , well , the level 1 and level 2 course is also giving me a lot of information on how to teach , but ..this real life experience did teach me more than that..and i found that , whenever i stayed inside the class ....i can speak very fluent english , and mayb ...that's not 100% fluent..but i can sure that ....that's at least 80% ...haha!!
And from the phone call , u can even joke with that , i owe you the course's fee?!! haha...and call me to buy you a meal...well that's ok ... since this course , i earned about RM80...haha!!!
My 1st reaction was like , MR koh ?! ARE YOU JOKING WITH ME?!!! well , he said no...and after he guided me what to do >.> he left =.=
i was like....what the hell!!???well , the 1st time for me to stand in front of the student , and taught them , was the PMR class ?!!! can u imagine that ? i'm just 19 years old , and i'd to teach those students just younger than me like 3-4 years old?!That's scary =.=haha...anyway,at the beginning , i'm very nervous , but , i got use to it after sometimes...and , mayb let me try somemore times later , i'll be better and better for sure!!
Well , i'm not doing it as perfect as a teacher that full with confident , but ,inside my mind , i knew it , i will be better next time...since this is the 1st time i replace my boss , i was doing such a great job , i'd no longer have any problem in speaking english...and yeah , there's still have something that i want to improve , that's to improve my vocabulary's powers , since i can speak quite fluent nowadays , what i need is to empower my vocabulary ... sometime , i wanted to express something , but i don't even know the word . so...how could i speak it out?!
Anyway ,thank you for giving me such an opportunity to teach the students , even though , i don't know 1-2 words from the passage and i can't explain to the students...but that's nevermind , i'll admit it , and asked them to forgive me ...since i don't even have time to prepare for teaching materials , and as well to understand everything before i teach...but overall , i'm doing a great job =)
even i ask for comment from those students...i'm so happy to hear from one of them even said that...that's just one word to describe...Excellent! oh , that's really raise my confidence...thx you anyway ...and yeah , and some of them said that i'm good .... but . i told them , well , i'm not good as well and i'm bad ...BUT , i'm not as worse as some of those school's teachers!haha...
this's a good course that you even give me , well , the level 1 and level 2 course is also giving me a lot of information on how to teach , but ..this real life experience did teach me more than that..and i found that , whenever i stayed inside the class ....i can speak very fluent english , and mayb ...that's not 100% fluent..but i can sure that ....that's at least 80% ...haha!!
And from the phone call , u can even joke with that , i owe you the course's fee?!! haha...and call me to buy you a meal...well that's ok ... since this course , i earned about RM80...haha!!!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Grow~
I had learned a lot of thing / knowledge from the trip to Kepong..
I like to stay with Ernie and also Mr Koh , Mayb because of their joke ?!! well...No need take it seriously , since that's just a joke , laugh and forget , that's all....
And , i felt much more better than before , seem like i'd become another person?! is it ?! haha , don't think so...i'm still KaeHow , what i'd changed,is about i'd concern about my future , no longer take love seriously , since i'm still young ...as a teenager , enjoy your life first...don't take everything seriously....beside , study....
And yeah..thing comes around and goes around .....somebody said that , the one that appreciate your love , will never hurt you badly....yeah...i did agree.....
No one to blame with , the past , what i'd done , its all past....and no matter how pain i feel , that's all past! ...No longer exist in my future , i'm looking forward for a bright future , doesn't it ?!!
As what simon soh said during the toastmaster's meeting.....whenever you see something on the floor,even its just 5 cent , grab it up , and said thx you ...thk you universe for giving me this .........and yeah....Universe do prepare everything for us....chance , whatever...its just , do you ready to receive it ?!!! once you're ready...then you'll get it.......As a human being , we do have many choice , we can choose when do we want to go for a trip , don't want to travel ...But , as for animal , they do Not have...
Love , is no longer the most important thing for me..have anot , it doesnt matter ,thats all .... i know that , i learnt many general knowledge and i get many thing from the trip , the one that i have to thank , is just a person , that's my boss ....giving me a great inspiration , to take the challenge for everything...that's why , i'll take any challenge to improve myself , and make myself become a better man .....as for him , that's like,我也需潜在着很好的潜能,只是还没被释放出来...然而,遇上了伯乐...呵呵...and yeah , i hope that , its really a right choice for me ....And i'd seen you how you deliver your speech...and...that's awesome!!lol...even the way you communicate with us and the way you deliver your speech is totally different....and you still say that you wanna to polish your english?!!lol...well as for me , your english is far better than many people in Gua Musang?!!lol.i think so.. haha!!!...but anyway , i did learn from you , the way ...how you keep on improving yourself!!!!haha....so i'm now keep on improving myself too...and i hope that , i can speak fluent english,no longer broken english , with bombastic word next year @@?! if can....haha..hope so ...since Mr Ernie's english is sooooooooooooo good..... and i've two english teacher, haha....
i'll be giving my first speech maybe next month....i hope so?!! since next week i'll not going to kepong........and.i want to boost my confidence,toastmaster,will be a right choice for me...everyone told me like that~ but...can i make it ?! since they are all professional person..and i'm just a 19 years old kids?!!=.=''lol...and what a surprise ?!! once i came back from Kepong,i'd the desire to study ...and decided to do revision with Ernie , every morning at 8am-12pm...Haha..that's good!!!
As for love ...no matter i had anot , is no longer important for me......Be happy and i hope this blog will be giving those sad people a great inspiration too...Don't ever take love seriously tho...there're many other things beside love..you won't die without love...but , you can't even survive without buiding up your career.....
I like to stay with Ernie and also Mr Koh , Mayb because of their joke ?!! well...No need take it seriously , since that's just a joke , laugh and forget , that's all....
And , i felt much more better than before , seem like i'd become another person?! is it ?! haha , don't think so...i'm still KaeHow , what i'd changed,is about i'd concern about my future , no longer take love seriously , since i'm still young ...as a teenager , enjoy your life first...don't take everything seriously....beside , study....
And yeah..thing comes around and goes around .....somebody said that , the one that appreciate your love , will never hurt you badly....yeah...i did agree.....
No one to blame with , the past , what i'd done , its all past....and no matter how pain i feel , that's all past! ...No longer exist in my future , i'm looking forward for a bright future , doesn't it ?!!
As what simon soh said during the toastmaster's meeting.....whenever you see something on the floor,even its just 5 cent , grab it up , and said thx you ...thk you universe for giving me this .........and yeah....Universe do prepare everything for us....chance , whatever...its just , do you ready to receive it ?!!! once you're ready...then you'll get it.......As a human being , we do have many choice , we can choose when do we want to go for a trip , don't want to travel ...But , as for animal , they do Not have...
Love , is no longer the most important thing for me..have anot , it doesnt matter ,thats all .... i know that , i learnt many general knowledge and i get many thing from the trip , the one that i have to thank , is just a person , that's my boss ....giving me a great inspiration , to take the challenge for everything...that's why , i'll take any challenge to improve myself , and make myself become a better man .....as for him , that's like,我也需潜在着很好的潜能,只是还没被释放出来...然而,遇上了伯乐...呵呵...and yeah , i hope that , its really a right choice for me ....And i'd seen you how you deliver your speech...and...that's awesome!!lol...even the way you communicate with us and the way you deliver your speech is totally different....and you still say that you wanna to polish your english?!!lol...well as for me , your english is far better than many people in Gua Musang?!!lol.i think so.. haha!!!...but anyway , i did learn from you , the way ...how you keep on improving yourself!!!!haha....so i'm now keep on improving myself too...and i hope that , i can speak fluent english,no longer broken english , with bombastic word next year @@?! if can....haha..hope so ...since Mr Ernie's english is sooooooooooooo good..... and i've two english teacher, haha....
i'll be giving my first speech maybe next month....i hope so?!! since next week i'll not going to kepong........and.i want to boost my confidence,toastmaster,will be a right choice for me...everyone told me like that~ but...can i make it ?! since they are all professional person..and i'm just a 19 years old kids?!!=.=''lol...and what a surprise ?!! once i came back from Kepong,i'd the desire to study ...and decided to do revision with Ernie , every morning at 8am-12pm...Haha..that's good!!!
As for love ...no matter i had anot , is no longer important for me......Be happy and i hope this blog will be giving those sad people a great inspiration too...Don't ever take love seriously tho...there're many other things beside love..you won't die without love...but , you can't even survive without buiding up your career.....
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Great trips...awesome!!!
That's great..eventhough we didn't spend much money, but we enjoyed max...
haha....playing in the hotel , also great , didnt it ?!!!..haha....
so as what i said , going out trip with friends will always be the best choice =)
I love KL , and bcked juz now...tomorrow have to go to Kepong again ....hehe....really tired....but i still have to go...cause KL...i love the place , and.....i don't need to think too much whenever i'm there.....
Last time , whenever i thought about her , i felt pain in my heart...and now....whenever i think about here....i smile happily ....cause i know ,爱,可以是关心,关怀,可以是一切;也可以是放开....既然她对我没感觉,我不该再苦苦的追求...我不会再去强求.....也不想破坏我和她只剩下的那一点点友情.....就算她现在有了男朋友,我不会伤心...反而我会祝福她,真心的祝福...因为,只要她过得比我好,我就开心了=)
我以后的一切,就让命运来决定吧....毕竟,现在都是enjoy lifes..........
haha....playing in the hotel , also great , didnt it ?!!!..haha....
so as what i said , going out trip with friends will always be the best choice =)
I love KL , and bcked juz now...tomorrow have to go to Kepong again ....hehe....really tired....but i still have to go...cause KL...i love the place , and.....i don't need to think too much whenever i'm there.....
Last time , whenever i thought about her , i felt pain in my heart...and now....whenever i think about here....i smile happily ....cause i know ,爱,可以是关心,关怀,可以是一切;也可以是放开....既然她对我没感觉,我不该再苦苦的追求...我不会再去强求.....也不想破坏我和她只剩下的那一点点友情.....就算她现在有了男朋友,我不会伤心...反而我会祝福她,真心的祝福...因为,只要她过得比我好,我就开心了=)
我以后的一切,就让命运来决定吧....毕竟,现在都是enjoy lifes..........
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
拜五...
这星期五又要到了,很兴奋啊.......
想约齐和诗融来meet =)
嘻嘻...可以的话,跟我一起过夜咯,哈哈,爽啊....
来切磋,winning eleven =) (足球游戏)hehe......我的最爱哦 =)
umm..希望齐可以请假咯,很久没看到你了,还有你的新发型=)
想约齐和诗融来meet =)
嘻嘻...可以的话,跟我一起过夜咯,哈哈,爽啊....
来切磋,winning eleven =) (足球游戏)hehe......我的最爱哦 =)
umm..希望齐可以请假咯,很久没看到你了,还有你的新发型=)
Sunday, June 7, 2009
你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗?
我很喜欢这个...真的很对,很对...
喜歡和愛咫尺千里。
當你喜歡一個人時,你想和他在一起,因為他會帶給你快樂;
離開後,你會想念,想著想著就會笑,然後繼續你平靜的生活,並期待著與他再一次重逢。
當你愛一個人時,你想和他在一起,那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得,怕他受委屈,怕他不能好好照顧自己;
離開後,你也會想念,想著想著歎一口氣,'不知他現在過的怎樣?'
然後你繼續你平靜的生活,希望他早日回到你身邊。
你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使,無所不能,他總會滿足你的任性的要求。
你愛的人在你眼中是孩子,傻傻的,你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來,只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。
你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你,然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人;
你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊,看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子,你會微笑,會覺得好幸福。
你喜歡的人傷害了你,你會生氣,並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他;
你愛的人傷害了你,你只會獨自傷心,因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他,你憂傷地微笑著,看著他的眼睛,
一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨,你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡,那一刻,你也是幸福的。
你可以同時喜歡很多人,你會希望和很多人在一起,
但也許很多年後你才發現,原來你愛的就只有那麼一個,
就那麼一個,怎麼都不會變,你以為把他忘記了,其實只是忙的沒空想起而已,
對於你喜歡的人,你關注的是他的優點;
對於你愛的人,你關注的是他的缺點,並且,那些缺點如果無關原則的話,它們在你眼裡是可愛的,獨一無二的。
喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔,任何愛都從喜歡開始,當有天你突然發現,你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美,
而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨,你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比,
你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情,不知道是不是應該祝賀你,總之,你的感情昇華了
仰慕不是愛,甚至不是喜歡,當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時,你們在一起便失去了和諧。
有人說愛一個人很累,的確是,因為你想為他承擔,可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於,
當你和愛的人在一起時,你的感覺就像回家了!
喜歡和愛咫尺千里。
當你喜歡一個人時,你想和他在一起,因為他會帶給你快樂;
離開後,你會想念,想著想著就會笑,然後繼續你平靜的生活,並期待著與他再一次重逢。
當你愛一個人時,你想和他在一起,那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得,怕他受委屈,怕他不能好好照顧自己;
離開後,你也會想念,想著想著歎一口氣,'不知他現在過的怎樣?'
然後你繼續你平靜的生活,希望他早日回到你身邊。
你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使,無所不能,他總會滿足你的任性的要求。
你愛的人在你眼中是孩子,傻傻的,你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來,只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。
你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你,然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人;
你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊,看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子,你會微笑,會覺得好幸福。
你喜歡的人傷害了你,你會生氣,並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他;
你愛的人傷害了你,你只會獨自傷心,因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他,你憂傷地微笑著,看著他的眼睛,
一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨,你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡,那一刻,你也是幸福的。
你可以同時喜歡很多人,你會希望和很多人在一起,
但也許很多年後你才發現,原來你愛的就只有那麼一個,
就那麼一個,怎麼都不會變,你以為把他忘記了,其實只是忙的沒空想起而已,
對於你喜歡的人,你關注的是他的優點;
對於你愛的人,你關注的是他的缺點,並且,那些缺點如果無關原則的話,它們在你眼裡是可愛的,獨一無二的。
喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔,任何愛都從喜歡開始,當有天你突然發現,你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美,
而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨,你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比,
你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情,不知道是不是應該祝賀你,總之,你的感情昇華了
仰慕不是愛,甚至不是喜歡,當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時,你們在一起便失去了和諧。
有人說愛一個人很累,的確是,因為你想為他承擔,可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於,
當你和愛的人在一起時,你的感覺就像回家了!
90s' T shirt !!!
haha...决定了,今晚讨论,关于我们90s年代的T shirt....我要设计到很美,很久纪念价值的,毕竟,我们真得很需要,有个纪念价值的,东西,哈哈!!!
我要两件 =) 一件Endofworld , 一件KaeHow...nice max!!!
Can't wait for it....这次不能只说不做,光说不练=.=哈哈,以前最会的,现在要讲到做到!!要的,Rm30 come...haha for one shirt =) budget la...rm30 mayb cheaper de~
我要两件 =) 一件Endofworld , 一件KaeHow...nice max!!!
Can't wait for it....这次不能只说不做,光说不练=.=哈哈,以前最会的,现在要讲到做到!!要的,Rm30 come...haha for one shirt =) budget la...rm30 mayb cheaper de~
改变~
下星期五又得去KL,有得玩,当然开心啊~以前,我哪里都不喜欢去的,然而现在...我哪里都想去玩~
也许,我发觉了,其实人生真的很短暂,与其伤心的过日子,倒不如开开心心的过。
其实我现在最期待的,就是明年可以和一群朋友去PulaU Redang , 当然,我希望人数有20++ 啦,哈哈,但是,我们90s的这一群有吗?应该有吧~呵呵...
还有想设计一件衣服给我们90s年代的,wakaka...后面放上自己的大名,当然我最想放的一定是
Endofworld a.k.a KaeHow , 但是很长叻!!!!都是 Endofworld算了,嘻嘻,我是世界末日提倡者 =)
其实,我们这一群 90s的,是最纯洁,最好的一群,我觉得啦,哈哈!但是有些Small People (小人)时常说我们是烂苹果...NAH!!! 你们知道我们多少??听到粗口就是烂苹果吗??!! NO!!! 而且现在我们的粗口可是越来越少了...你们....真是没事找事做...lol.!
现在我只想好好享受生活...enjoy life though =) the life is great.....
哈哈,朋友啊朋友,damn nice ah...
下星期去KL,不知道依雯要不要来呢@@ 如果有的话,叫买她的同学,我又可以结交多点朋友了...嘻嘻...其实我跟她,只见过一次面 =.= 而且是三年前,哈哈!!!!!!
也许,我发觉了,其实人生真的很短暂,与其伤心的过日子,倒不如开开心心的过。
其实我现在最期待的,就是明年可以和一群朋友去PulaU Redang , 当然,我希望人数有20++ 啦,哈哈,但是,我们90s的这一群有吗?应该有吧~呵呵...
还有想设计一件衣服给我们90s年代的,wakaka...后面放上自己的大名,当然我最想放的一定是
Endofworld a.k.a KaeHow , 但是很长叻!!!!都是 Endofworld算了,嘻嘻,我是世界末日提倡者 =)
其实,我们这一群 90s的,是最纯洁,最好的一群,我觉得啦,哈哈!但是有些Small People (小人)时常说我们是烂苹果...NAH!!! 你们知道我们多少??听到粗口就是烂苹果吗??!! NO!!! 而且现在我们的粗口可是越来越少了...你们....真是没事找事做...lol.!
现在我只想好好享受生活...enjoy life though =) the life is great.....
哈哈,朋友啊朋友,damn nice ah...
下星期去KL,不知道依雯要不要来呢@@ 如果有的话,叫买她的同学,我又可以结交多点朋友了...嘻嘻...其实我跟她,只见过一次面 =.= 而且是三年前,哈哈!!!!!!
Saturday, June 6, 2009
呵呵~
补习取消了..嘻嘻...还好...
今天又可以去练车 + 打球 =)
开心哦...睡在地板,真得很不舒服...但是,没办法啦,哈哈...再忍忍吧...
我可以的...+U 不知道,你过得怎样呢....一定要好过我 =) 健康过我咯...呵呵,那是一定的....
今晚,也许会出去喝茶...希望咯 =) 哈哈,肥鱼做driver吗? ahahaha.....等我学会驾车了,再做回你的driver啦 >.> 说到做到的...嘻...
enjoy the time that i pass with all my friends,that's great.....
errm...Scoliosis.....go away from me ah >.> ...zzzz ......keep on sleeping on the floor ( hard surface ) damn suffer de , but..what to do lar >.> i had to...even i don't want to.anyway,be happy with it , hehe....its not as uncomfortable as everyone though >.>
今天又可以去练车 + 打球 =)
开心哦...睡在地板,真得很不舒服...但是,没办法啦,哈哈...再忍忍吧...
我可以的...+U 不知道,你过得怎样呢....一定要好过我 =) 健康过我咯...呵呵,那是一定的....
今晚,也许会出去喝茶...希望咯 =) 哈哈,肥鱼做driver吗? ahahaha.....等我学会驾车了,再做回你的driver啦 >.> 说到做到的...嘻...
enjoy the time that i pass with all my friends,that's great.....
errm...Scoliosis.....go away from me ah >.> ...zzzz ......keep on sleeping on the floor ( hard surface ) damn suffer de , but..what to do lar >.> i had to...even i don't want to.anyway,be happy with it , hehe....its not as uncomfortable as everyone though >.>
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
自问自答
我A:“你到底喜不喜欢她?”
我B:“喜欢,非常喜欢。她那么漂亮,人又那么纯真,对我有那么的好。我怎么能够不动心?我喜欢她简直喜欢到了近乎疯狂的地步!我快要失去理智了!”
我A:“可是,你那么喜欢她,为什么迟迟不肯追她呢?你还在等什么?”
我B:“这。。。就,喜欢还喜欢,迷恋还迷恋;能不能拥有就是完全另一回事了。就在我难得还能保持冷静的那一丁点意识中告诉我的。”
我A:“喜欢就敢敢去啦,你明知道她也喜欢你啊,她都暗示得那么明显了,你还等什么?”
我B:“拿一件衣服来讲好了,虽然我不是很喜欢买衣服。就。。。比如,你在一间店里面,看到一件你很喜欢的衣服,哇那个设计,那个质感,那个感觉,简直是 perfect!你很喜欢那件衣服,你不愿意那件衣服受到任何伤害,如果有人想要污染那件衣服,你会跟他死过。你每天经过那一间店,都会偷偷地在一边偷看那件衣服。真的太美了,太好了,你真的好喜欢那件衣服。可是,你自己知道,那件衣服你是肯定穿不下的。因为第一,那衣服不适合你。二,你需要通过很大的努力来把自己完全整形才可以fit进去那件衣服,但终究还是不适合的。那么,你应该怎么办?难道为了自己疯狂喜欢的感觉而把她买回去?你明知道自己不适合,难道还是坚持要买回去吗?那么,这样对那件衣服公平吗?她摆在那儿,或许有一天会有更适合她的人可以拥有她。你为什么要这么自私?”
我A:“难道你要失去了才后悔终生?难道你要看到她跟别一个男生一起了才自己独自伤心?”
我B:“那也没办法。看到别人拥有她,我肯定会伤心到很惨,我会很。。。沮丧。但是,你不可以那么自私的。为了自己的私欲,而且明知道她跟你一起就根本不适合,而剥夺人家未来可能获得的幸福。况且她是这么的完美,要遇到更好的买家是很容易的。无谓阻着人家啦。对吗?”
我B:“喜欢,非常喜欢。她那么漂亮,人又那么纯真,对我有那么的好。我怎么能够不动心?我喜欢她简直喜欢到了近乎疯狂的地步!我快要失去理智了!”
我A:“可是,你那么喜欢她,为什么迟迟不肯追她呢?你还在等什么?”
我B:“这。。。就,喜欢还喜欢,迷恋还迷恋;能不能拥有就是完全另一回事了。就在我难得还能保持冷静的那一丁点意识中告诉我的。”
我A:“喜欢就敢敢去啦,你明知道她也喜欢你啊,她都暗示得那么明显了,你还等什么?”
我B:“拿一件衣服来讲好了,虽然我不是很喜欢买衣服。就。。。比如,你在一间店里面,看到一件你很喜欢的衣服,哇那个设计,那个质感,那个感觉,简直是 perfect!你很喜欢那件衣服,你不愿意那件衣服受到任何伤害,如果有人想要污染那件衣服,你会跟他死过。你每天经过那一间店,都会偷偷地在一边偷看那件衣服。真的太美了,太好了,你真的好喜欢那件衣服。可是,你自己知道,那件衣服你是肯定穿不下的。因为第一,那衣服不适合你。二,你需要通过很大的努力来把自己完全整形才可以fit进去那件衣服,但终究还是不适合的。那么,你应该怎么办?难道为了自己疯狂喜欢的感觉而把她买回去?你明知道自己不适合,难道还是坚持要买回去吗?那么,这样对那件衣服公平吗?她摆在那儿,或许有一天会有更适合她的人可以拥有她。你为什么要这么自私?”
我A:“难道你要失去了才后悔终生?难道你要看到她跟别一个男生一起了才自己独自伤心?”
我B:“那也没办法。看到别人拥有她,我肯定会伤心到很惨,我会很。。。沮丧。但是,你不可以那么自私的。为了自己的私欲,而且明知道她跟你一起就根本不适合,而剥夺人家未来可能获得的幸福。况且她是这么的完美,要遇到更好的买家是很容易的。无谓阻着人家啦。对吗?”
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
甲洞之旅~
让我学了好多好多,得感谢的,就只有一个人,就是我的老板...lol...
免费给我上了个course >.>他或许想要我帮他教书吧..只是,我已决定了,要用工读书.....当然,工作,我也会用工去做.....这一躺,让我学会了很多东西...跟他们两个相处,也真的很开心,一个19岁的,跟28/40岁的人一起,但是我们都好像是朋友那样,有说有笑...哈哈...开心咯....
lol...他最喜欢的就是“锄第”~哈哈!
今天,让我看到了,原来人的忍耐性真的有限...到了不可控制的地步就会爆发...然而...也让我看到了,一个老板,对下属的关心....呵呵...他真的是个很不错的老板咯~只是,很佩服,生气完了,他又回到了老样子,哈哈....这三天,都过得很充实,很开心....
在我住的地方,真方便,走路五分钟就去到了jusco...可以看电影,而我们每次都11pm去看得,哈哈.....爽叻~期待下次再去>.>
而我,也买了些手信送给你...我不知道要送你什么...因为上次我送你的衣,好像都没看过你穿,呵呵..所以这次我买了点吃的给你...希望你会喜欢=)
>.<
免费给我上了个course >.>他或许想要我帮他教书吧..只是,我已决定了,要用工读书.....当然,工作,我也会用工去做.....这一躺,让我学会了很多东西...跟他们两个相处,也真的很开心,一个19岁的,跟28/40岁的人一起,但是我们都好像是朋友那样,有说有笑...哈哈...开心咯....
lol...他最喜欢的就是“锄第”~哈哈!
今天,让我看到了,原来人的忍耐性真的有限...到了不可控制的地步就会爆发...然而...也让我看到了,一个老板,对下属的关心....呵呵...他真的是个很不错的老板咯~只是,很佩服,生气完了,他又回到了老样子,哈哈....这三天,都过得很充实,很开心....
在我住的地方,真方便,走路五分钟就去到了jusco...可以看电影,而我们每次都11pm去看得,哈哈.....爽叻~期待下次再去>.>
而我,也买了些手信送给你...我不知道要送你什么...因为上次我送你的衣,好像都没看过你穿,呵呵..所以这次我买了点吃的给你...希望你会喜欢=)
>.<
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