hehe..i come in~

哈哈..
几聪明一下的我..
酱都我研究到..
haha

以后就可以到这里写我们的东西了..
好开心叻~
在这里写东西会不会有危险啊??

不管了..

今天很开心叻..
可以和你一起出去..
很喜欢和你在一起的感觉..
不知道为什么..

告诉你..
自从跟你在一起..
我每天都很开心..
总觉得有一个人一直在等我..
你明白那种感觉吗??
嘻嘻..

哈

宝贝..
在这里可以这样叫你吗??
^^

我不知道要怎样叻..
我的家人他们好像很反对我有男朋友哦..
其实..
我不想偷偷摸摸咯..
可以的话..
我想光明正大的和他们说..
不过我知道是不可能的..
haizz...

可能我还小吧..
只有15岁..
第一次这么想自己快点长大..
可以光明正大的出去..
去玩..
去yumcha..

再等吧..宝贝..我会长大的..
要等我啊!!
^^

明天就要回去了..
很很很舍不得..
怎么办??
你会想我吗??

本来以为回来和你见面会很尴尬的..
结果没有..
好像很自然..
做么会酱的??

很遗憾叻..
没跟你拍到照..
宝贝..我朋友每个都想看你的样子叻..
哎哟..
不能成真了咯..
T.T

好了..
宝贝..
明天五点早上要起来叻..
给你猜中了..
都不懂是不是真的酱厉害..
==

我先下线了..
lol..
喝茶还没回来啊..
==

最后..,
想对宝贝说:

我...
真的
真的
真的
很喜欢..很喜欢..很喜欢你..

muacks..
muacks
muacks
muacks
muacks
muacks
muacks~~~

hehe

by: 乐韵^^

SoRRy...

Haizz...Maybe i have forgotten you're just 15 years old..
Your parents will surely not allow you to get in a relationship.
I really do not know what to do.
They will not allow you to have a boy friend and i know it even I myself , i know it clearly...Because i know the feeling of being somebody's parents....
或许说...你还小吧...是的,15岁真的还小..
我真得很应该站在你的角度去想.....
如果我是你，那会怎样...
我很明白..那感觉....
而我们的父母亲，是不会允许我们那么早恋爱的.....

我还彷徨...不知该怎么做...Haiz....
Haiz...
该怎么做呢........
你会怎么做?
如果说，你父母反对的话....
我觉得你应该顺从他们吧...
而我...还是会等你............
真的~

Rest In Peace...

Wow, finally i can see you next Friday!

29th January you will be coming back to Gua Musang.

I am so happy to hear that ^^

Well , we can go out yumcha together le , hehe....

Besides that , there's a funfair recently , maybe i can bring you there for fun ? hahaha...

Since i don't play those but i will try my best to accompany you!

Anyway....haha ,i woke up at 8am today ....damn sleepy but i have to wake up...and i got a bad news.....

My friend's father had passed away this morning..

I was wondering , haiz..life's really ephemeral.SOmetimes , those people will just leave by saying nothing.

I know it since i was 16 years old.So , i do my best to cherish for every moment with someone that i feel important , friends and family members.

I know it , we'll regret once we lost somthing but it's going to be too late.

I do not know how to console my friend...He might be very sad...But..what can i do ?

Maybe it's not the right time to find him now.........

Bad things keep on happening , 2010 , will it be a great year ? or it's not ?

I do not know....but good thing is , i can be together with you...I will try my best to maintain our relationship ..I will not let it fade and i hope tat i can be a long relationship between you and me.

Maybe it's not the right time to expose our relationship but it's okay..^^

Jas let it be..~

Last but not least , cherish for our time...Time will never wait for us....and we have to learn how to cherish those people who are surrounding me because someday later , maybe they will just leave us immediately and what they have left for you is just ----- Regretful...

And...hope that he'll rest in peace..

嘻嘻...

我们在一起了咯^^
我好开心啊...
没想到，竟然可以和你在一起了^^
我，不会让你忽略你的学业的咯..
嘻嘻^^不知怎么说..真的好开心....

希望,你我的感情能够长久咯..
毕竟，两个人在一起，真得不容易..
当然，我一定会当一个很好的男友^^
Promise you lu..
Hehe..
I will do my best to give you happiness and I will not let you down~
Hehe , next week you will go to your aunt house.Then we can play Xdo together lu ^^
Actually you are quite pro de..hah and i'm still noob >.<
Anyway , i will try my best to improve my skill de ^^ Hah..

Cny is around the corner and i hope to see you lo....then we can go out and pak to ^^ hahaha!
Love you ^^

爱....

有多少人，可以了解爱..
又有多少人，是真正的爱过呢?
我不知道..我有没有真正的爱上过女生...

是爱，还是喜欢?
那..又得如何去分辨爱与喜欢呢?
我没想那么多..
已经好久了..我不再去想这东西...
哈....
直到我遇上了你.....
好奇妙的偶遇...
就那样，认识了你...
是缘分吗?是偶然?还是命运..我不知道..

只是，在我还没遇上你之前..我曾经听人家说过...
是你还没遇到你的真爱....或许，她现在也在世界的某个地方，像你那样被人伤害..
而当你们有天碰上时，就会迅速的爱上对方，并且相知相惜。
说老实话..遇上你真的太棒了...
我还是第一次..时常打电话给女生..呵呵，然而我知道..你我还有很长的路要走..
如果我俩要维持这段长距离，那彼此都得要互相的信任对方，支持对方，
当然，我是一定会支持你的..无论你做什么，哪方面，我都会支持你.......
你我的关系...其实并不只是暧昧吧...
我们都知道彼此爱着对方..只是....你还在读书..而我也明白~
当然，我会等你...或许有人说那很遥远，只是，既然我决定了，就应该要等下去..
我觉得值得的.....
当然，我真的很希望你的成绩会进步咯，我答应你了，若进步的话，就请你吃KFC,haha...
别衰给我看咯^^

哈哈...
你的出现，让我找回了自己...我真的好开心，有你的陪伴，有你的支持...
虽然你我不能光明正大的在一起，但是..有你的这一份支持，我已觉得很开心了^^

现在，我还在忙着，其实真的很多工作咯~
就我罢了，我也希望，工作完了可以回家看戏上网但是..不能咯...
Hah..你应该睡了吧?晚安咯^^

Took off day

Jas finished my works juz now...
So if you online and read my blog later , hehe..
Maybe u can find me in facebook ^^

Waiting for you...
I'm now taking my off day this afternoon
Monday <----- hehe

又来了咯~

哈哈，又上来写东西了~

夜了咯，你睡了，晚安^^

有时我在想，怎么你都为我着想罢了啊~

有时候你也得为自己想想啦~

哈..我知道你十一点多久想睡了吧?

还记得有一次call你，哈哈..那想睡的声音~

超好笑的，我还记得，但是你是没机会听到我的啦!

嘻嘻嘻..因为就算是我在睡着有人打来，我也会用"精神的"声音回答的^^

其实，我想说的是，你真的不同时常说对不起啦，哈哈哈..

有时你无端端道歉真的很=.=''

睡着了道歉，迟回又道歉...我paiseh的叻>.<

hah....或许像你说得那样吧，你的ex真的需要你那样做~

但是我是不需要的咯~我明白的....

那么夜了12点多，普通人当然会睡着啦~

哈!不是人人都能像我那样的，待到半夜...

这是我几年来锻炼到的...所以说真的，我明白的...

今天...我竟然要你去睡觉..哈哈...

或许，是我担心你明天会没精神吧...

听你说每次去到学校想睡...一定是因为我的咯....

那以后...你都得12点之前睡咯..哈哈...我会催你去睡的...^^

其实，我也知道自己很情绪化的咯...那是我的坏习惯来的>.<

很早就想改了，都改不了..

哈哈...但是这几天，我都挺开心的啦..

没有EmO 了，哈!!

比起以前的我，要在我部落格看到我打"哈哈"都难咯~

之前的部落格都充满着Haiz...的咯..hehe...

但是没关系啦，以前的事我都忘了咯...我会好好地珍惜现在的这一切...

现在的人，现在的事物...不会再伤害我身边的人，包括你咯~

能够遇上你，对我而言，真的是好大的荣幸~

和你联络了那么久..而你，给我的感觉是...好棒~

其实....等下去也有好处的~

或许我们等到了..那到时我们都会珍惜在一起的机会..

因为我们是等了那么就，才能在一起啊~

在这之前，我还是会支持你哦..

或许我们现在并不是男女朋友..

但是我心里...却当了你是我的女友咯...<---haha...或许是自己一厢情愿咯^^

大家问我是不是有女朋友了啊，

我都说没有，因为确实是没有嘛....hehe....

你我的关系...应该是超越朋友了咯，哈!!!

暧昧?!

或许是咯....

但是我好希望...你能快点长大........

那我们就能光明正大的在一起了..........

我觉得...自己是爱上你了.......或许...是自己感觉到了吧...

你真的很好...

真的很关心我...

什么都为我着想........

我，不会让你失望的，我一定会等到你.....

现在我每早起床，都会好想你好想你........

而且，竟然会一直想打电话给你.....

还会关心你...lol....这些东西我之前都不会的>.<

难道...这就是fall in love??????

美好的星期天?

对我而言~星期天总是最美好的~因为是我休息的一天啊!

但是今天~Ahh!!!

好多东西等着我去完成啊>.<

还有好多的工作叻...

有时好讨厌的，一个星期天，想抛开公事不理都难>.<

在想，怎么我都那么忙呀???

九点就起床了，等下还得去做我那些没完成的工作，

Zzzz....我的工几时才可以完成啊???

堆积如山的工作>.<

星期天突然也变成了工作天了~超不爽的咯=.=''

Take care~

I think you have already slept.

Tomorrow it will be another busy day for me.

Saturday , i hate the most , it's the busiest day for me !

Haiz , what to do....after Saturday it will be my off day, Sunday-Sweett >.<

Anyway,if i'm not mistaken ,tomorrow you will go cheung K bah ?

Hah , i can still remember last week you told me so.

I don't know whether you have changed your plan or it remains the same?

However , hope that you will enjoy your day tomorrow !

I'm very happy when you told me that your biology test was very easy .

Hah , mean that you really study hard for it.I wish you all the best~

Nowadays , i like to come to my blog and write out my feelings.

Unlike last time , i dare not write whatever i want to write.

By watching Desperate Housewife , i have learnt some bombastic words .

Yeah , i'm delighted because i know that i have empowered my vocabulary power.

Anyway , i still can keep on improving myself.

As what the teacher said , learning English is really a tough job.

As what you told me just know , you will only come to visit my blog next Monday.

Well , that's okay.As long as you come and have a look , that's really more than enough for me.

I do not know what to write , I do not know how to express my feelings.

I have many things to split out but how ?

I hope that , i can write out my entire story started from my secondary life.

Maybe those were the most memorable memories in my mind.

I enjoyed my secondary school very much.

My friends , my classmate and for sure , the school life~

I will not say i miss my teacher because frankly speaking , i'm not missing them.LOL =.=''

Back to the day when i started working.

Many people despised me , i knew it , many people laughed at me and even in their mind they said i'm an idiot i also knew it.

Anyway , because of your despise , only then i have the intention to prove to all of you , that the way that i have chosen will never wrong~

I'm very happy when one of my friend tell me . At the beginning i did laugh at you but now i know that i was wrong.

Then he told me that , what i have to say is , everyone has their own way to success....

Oh yeah! That's what i'm thinking every now and then! Everyone do have their own way to success. That's why i chose another tougher way to achieve my goal.

I told myself last time , i must success , i must give myself a challenge ! I like to accept challenge m that's how i improve myself!

Last time i always said that , Life's miserable.

Maybe i was wrong.

Now i have discovered a new phrase~

Sometimes life's dull but sometimes it's great. It's really depends ,depends on whether you know how to enjoy you life or not~

But anyway , i have found a girl that i like but the only problem is..

i have to wait for her.

I don't mind to wait because i told myself last time my next girlfriend will be my wife instead..LOL -.-'' i don't know whether it will happen or not ?

Time will prove everything and i hope that one day later we can be a couple ^^

~情绪化~

或许..是自己情绪化吧....

开始担忧了..

呵呵...好担心，自己担心的一切都会发生...

我不知道怎么会那样...

或许，是发觉自己越来越喜欢....你吧...

我知道，我明白，但是...

随着自己的感觉一天比一天的增加..

我却越来越担心，害怕..

我害怕再次受伤的感觉...

我曾经答应过自己，不会再让自己在感情上受伤......

宁愿放弃，也不采取任何的行动...

但是现在的我..确实一步一步的，沉溺在爱情里....

我很理智，没错，是很甜蜜..但是，你我..可以长久吗?

这是一个很难的-难题........

我是很希望可以的..但是，该怎么去维持呢...

haiz ...

好多时候，我知道不是你的错...

但是，我怎么会伤心..难过?

为了你，我竟然会受伤...

我有好多的顾虑，真的好多好多....

但是，现在的我...不知该如何是好.....

KL 里真的有太多美好的事物了....

比我好的人比比皆是.....

我总是对自己没信心......

或许，那就是我的本性吧...

总是缺乏安全感，

总是，觉得自己不够棒.......

但是...我已打算了会等你....

也许到最后，我等不到你，你遇上了更好的....

至少，也曾经有那么一个我.....陪着你......

走过人生的一段路.....~

我，无憾了~

haha~

Time flies!又是那句话咯~

好快啊，就星期四了~哈哈，又要一个星期了~

现在的我，觉得一年真的很快就过去了，

或许是自己开始工作了，时间过的真的很快，很快。

不知不觉，我就快工作一年了咯~haha

俊铭要回来啦!!!他去台湾也快一年了吧，哈哈...

好开心，又有朋友陪我了^^

再过三天他就会回来马来西亚了^^开心呢!

最近都在看绝望主妇~Desperate Housewife , haha..

好不好看我就不知道了，毕竟，我都是为了加强我listening的skill才去看的吧~

哈哈...希望我能从中学习到新的东西咯^^

最近都在回想以前的一切，想想我刚进中学的日子~

想想在高中和朋友一起乱的日子~haha

我承认我不是很好的学生，

我承认我不是乖孩子~

但是，我又一颗善良的心~

我不听话，但我不做坏事~

毕竟每个人都会有自己的叛逆期吧~

而我的，过了咯!!哈哈!

我的叛逆期应该是中三中四吧>.<

回想起刚进中一被那些马来仔欺负的日子~

再回想起中三和他们成为好朋友的日子~

哈哈，俗语说得好，不打不相识啊...

再说，要不是在国中念书，或许我现在还是胆小的一个男生~

被欺负，被打~有哪些我没事过的~

围殴?哈哈，怪不得别人，怪就怪自己人少~他们人多~

20几个围着5-6个人?现在想起，哈哈，好好笑~

老师也帮不上什么忙~总是维护着他们的种族~

老师其实也是种族主义者啦=.=　

在国中得学会自己保护自己~

然而我很庆幸有一班好友，总会挺身而出~

现在，听着刚上中学的学生被欺负，我..在心里笑~

哈!其实，他们自己也得检讨啦~不是你们每次摆那些LC样，怎会被欺负?

please ah....马来仔最喜欢欺负LC和很木的人=.=''

我念STPM时一个人而已~一年多~怎么不看他们欺负我呢?haha...

或许我够LC吧 >.<

再说，今天并不是很忙吧~8点才有班，哈哈..那么下午可以做点office work lo....

教书很大压力的>.<

hey , 昨晚我1点就睡了叻!哈哈，比前天早了一小时^^

oh ya , 今早起床看到你的信息~哈哈sweet ^^

Go meetoto cheung K sin ^^

思绪~

最近，我回想起了过去的一切~

看着看着，从我中学生涯，到了现在....

感觉上自己长大了~好多事都不再像以前那么执著~

从前，好多事，我都往坏的方面去想，因为，我总觉得，希望越大，失望..越大~

或许那样吧，我做任何事都不是很有信心~

你说你很相信星座~其实我也是吧，或许，总是去看星座的性格分析，挺准的。

每次看巨蟹座的，都好像是在写着我的性格~

或许，我就是典型的巨蟹吧~太阳月亮星座都是巨蟹的~LOLx

巨蟹座的性格，我全都有~

优柔寡断，情绪化，孝顺，爱家，多愁善感~lol.....

其实，一直以来我都在寻找着会珍惜我的人，但是很可惜，之前一直找不到~

每次总听着别人说，是你缘分没到，当它来时你要挡也挡不了~我一笑置之~

我认为那是安慰自己的话~因为我总觉得，自己的条件不是很好~或许，我不吸引人吧~呵呵....

现在，我不得不相信缘分。

因为，它确确实实的发生在我身上了...呵呵。

其实在还没有进camp之前，我就看过你好多次，只是我并不知道你的名字吧。呵呵。

没想到在TVR那里又看到你了~我也不以为意~

最有趣的是，进Camp那天又看到你，哈......

我心想，希望，可以在营里的这几天认识你吧。

没想到，你就被分到我的组了，其实我心里挺开心的，或许就是那一刻开始，我慢慢的喜欢上你了吧~

但是，我犹豫了，我在想，你那么好，或许，是有了男朋友的吧，心里犹豫着该不该让自己喜欢上你了，毕竟，你在KL上学，你我见面的机会很难吧。加上，那里的诱惑实在太多了~心里总坐不乐决定...呵呵...就在最后一天，我向你讨了电话号码~哈哈，这还是我第一次亲口向女生讨电话=.=''平时我的，都不会主动去要电话的，除非是朋友咯~哈哈，再说这次是我心仪的女生~哈!

当我知道你的是Digi时，就决定了，明天下KL去换了它吧~从我的Maxis Youth Club换去Digi Prepaid =.='' 其实我挺不舍得的，呵呵，毕竟，我一直以来都挺喜欢maxis的，它的plan还不错叻!!

但是为了你，我觉得是值得的~哈!去KL的前一天晚上，我还可以和你Sms,而且，你还说你是站着和我Sms的，电话得充电，LOl,好心你啦...其实我挺开心的，因为你竟然会为了和我sms而作出那种傻事~哈哈哈!!!

在One Utama 看着风云2时<---------超烂的=.=''你弟发封短信要我woo你哦~哈哈，他好傻~其实没有他那封短信，我早已决定了要追求你~嘻嘻.....最开心的是你告诉我你没有男朋友.. wah ...我觉得好不可思议啊~哈哈!

现在，我遇到了一个会体谅我，关心我的女生，

和你一起，好开心，或许你还小，但是我会等你的~

再美的美女，也无法夺取我的芳心~

我要的，是个会体谅我，

是个会关心我的，珍惜我的女生~

当然，我也会很疼她^^

我的信息，你收到了吗?

只要你愿意和我维持这样的关系，

那我相信，我们总有一天会在一起的^^

当然，在这之前，你得要努力读书~

考取好的成绩，你说的，不能衰给我看~

当你考得差时，哈哈。。。小心被我LC oh ^^

再来，农历新年就要到了~

或许我初四才会在GM吧，不知道你呢?

我希望你也会在这里咯~

那我就可以载你去Yum-Cha了~哈哈。

答应了你要请你的哦~哈!不会放你飞机的~

昨晚我也睡了叻~哎呀~对不起咯~

最多今晚早点睡>.<

没记错的话，今天你早放学吧?哈哈。我的记性超级好的，只要你告诉过我的东西，我都会记得~哈哈!但是，今天，我也许会很忙咯~呵呵，Ernie还没回来，我得代课啊!但是他下星期就回来了^^开心!!!

好期待放工啊~那我就可以和你谈天了，

和你谈天的时间总过得好快~

有时好像多聊一会儿，但是却已十二点了，

呵呵，没关系啦~哈哈。。。

时间很快就过了~

隔天我又可以和你谈了咯^^

最后，希望你的成绩有进步咯~

希望你会天天开心^^

还有~放学后要想我，上课时别想我>.<

i miss you too ^^

嘻嘻...

对不起啊，今天又弄到那么迟了=.=嘻嘻......

没办法啊...

自己心痒痒又去玩game 了=.=''

呵呵~该睡了咯，晚安>.<

Hehe..~

Just now i drove my car to send those teaching materials to TBTT.

Errm , i found that my driving skill is getting better and better.

Eventhough it's still noob , I know that as long as i always drive , i will become better ^^

Wow , time flies ,it's already Tuesday , few days to go and it will be Sunday once again !

Hehe , i like Sunday because it will be my off day .

I can enjoy my day with you , sms with you too ^^

Anyway ,start next week i have to teach Rayner on Sunday , it's just from 3pm - 4.30pm ,hehe.

That's good for me cause i will be teaching Form 3 Maths ! It's time for me to improve myself lu , i know that my maths is considered weak ~Anyway , he's weaker than me =.= So , both of us improve together la! Haha , it's my pleasure and i'm delighted to know that , my students have improved gradually since i start teaching them!

As for a teacher , he will be always happy when his students get a good results in the subject!Same as me! I have no differences compare to the other teachers.

I will try my best to make my students happy ,try my best to teach them new things and try my best to make them in love in English!

Once you in love to English , learning English will no longer a difficult thing for us~Same as me too , i love this subject so that's why i always buy some books to improve my English.Learning English will never go to the end , no matter how good you're and no matter how fluent your speaking is , there're still some grammatical mistakes ~So that isn't anything perfect!Nobody is perfect , believe it.Same as me , i totally rejected Mathematics last time , that's why i get a D in my Maths last time in SPM =.= What ashamed =.=''

Hehe , 12pm already , 3hours to go ^^

Yeeee ^^

你说明天就会来留言了，哈哈~

好期待看看你说什么呢?

我还在忙着啊~但是该睡了咯~哈哈，答应了你要早睡那我就得早睡^^

写完这部落格就去睡咯>.<

这几天都好开心，哈哈，现在的我，好像天天都是开心的^^

开心真好~开心的一天过得真快，嘻嘻...

哪怕是忙碌的一天，当我想起你时~就会忘了疲惫^^

当然，最开心的还是放工咯^^

那我就可以和你谈天了，嘻嘻.....

总是很想听到你的声音~

其实还挺怀念你的声音的=.='''''''

就觉得，哈哈，很容易认出是你吧~就你的声音，超容易认的^^

啊..一想到还有工作就显了=.=''

没办法~明天再做咯，呵呵~

也改睡了咯~晚安^^

哎哟~

又是新的一天了咯~

呵呵...好快，就过了一个星期~

现在的我，好期待农历新年的到来啊~

那我就可以休息了^^ (呵呵，才刚开工就想休息了) =.=''

哈哈，随便啦~

这几天都没什么打DoTA了，昨天，心血来潮，试了新的MaP >.<

没想到还是那么PRo 哈哈~

尝试了新的HeRo -Slark 只有一句话，那就是ImBA ,haha 杀人不眨眼的hero ^^

现在的我，赢了一场Dota觉得没什么，反之输了，才会让我兴奋～哈哈，因为，那样就可以要他们来场Rematch,很难有机会遇到强的对手呀>.<但是往往就是强的对手才能让我们有Mood ^^

不知不觉，和Raub那班朋友打Dota也打了2年多，时间过得好快啊，

从我还是一个Noob，天天和他们打，天天被他们骂，哈哈!

Sei Noob End就是那样来的，到现在>.<

或许，我就是钟情于DoTa , 我很认真地去玩，所以才会进步得那么快吧~

无可否认，普通的玩家，对我们来说，已经是没有挑战性了，

现在的我们，应该去打Clan War吧~哈哈!现在，偶尔和他们玩一玩DoTa，其实也不错的^^

3点又得开工了咯~呵呵，还有好多工作等着我去完成~

但是，我会一样一样的完成它们~

我不喜欢每次拖着我的工作，我必须完成它们~

Convert the books

Take back the Cpu from computer shop

Prepare 10 sets of level 1 teaching materials

Teaching at night

Those are the things i have to finish >.<>

I hope today it will be a great day for me , i will try to finish all my works and i hope that you will remember to post comments ya ~ Hoho , maybe you have already forgotten once again =.='' You are so forgetful!!!

Last time , i promised myself that i have to polish my english and i hope i can empower my vocabulary power in this year . Gambateh for myself ya ^^

And as for you , you have to prove to your parents that you will study hard .

I hope that you can get a better result for your next examination ya ^^ Work harder and i'm sure that you will achieve your goal.As what i said , i will always support you no matter what , no matter when and no matter how ~

Ernie invited me to go to Singapore (Universal Studios) in this coming March , should i go ? If i'm not mistaken , this coming March you will be coming back and your birthday ...... 14th March......Lol , it really depends~

As for my B'day , it's 21st July 1990 , how come you always forget la!Haiyo~ Please remember it and memorize it in your mind forever ah >.<

I think you're now studying right ? Sure!

Today it might be another busy day for me.

I realise i have more works than the other workers but it's okay for me.

Since i know , i have to do more in order to gain more experience .

Besides that , i believe that , my boss gives me more works because he knows that i'm dependable, haha!

So , i will try my best to finish them as soon as possible and make sure that my works are all perfect !

Nowadays , i'm no longer using the name - Endofworld , hehe i prefer to use my own name - KaeHow.

However , when it goes to Dota , i prefer my teammate to call me End <----- but it's only for my Raub teammate since they have accompany me for quite a long time.Without hesitation , i have to say that , knowing them is my pleasure!Without them , my life will be very dull!Without them , i will not start playing dota and yeah , i have promised to meet them but i got no time .Maybe next time or in this coming holidays ?I have no idea >.<>

Looking forward to this coming Chinese New Year .

Looking forward to stay in my new house -Semi detached ^^

Looking forward to see my new house after renovation <--- i haven't seen it for many years because after my uncle passed away , we don't have time to go back so for past 3 years , we stayed in my grandmother's house which is located in Mengkarak ~

Frankly speaking , i enjoy to stay in Mentakab ! There's the place that i was borned and that's a place that full with nice memories!!!!!!Steamboat, i'm coming during in this coming CNY ^^

I invited Ernie to go to Pahang to celebrate CNY with me together but will he be able to make it ? I don't know but i really hope so.He considered as my best friend and colleague in TVR centre so i really hope he can make it~

Last but no least , i have to tell you ,actually it's easy for me to feel sad but whenever i'm sad / upset, what i hope is only some words from you.Maybe some of your words will make me delight.i hope that you can see my blog today ? If not possible , then make it in this week ^^

I want you to know that , i really hope that you will be happy chatting with me , as for me , as long as you're happy,i'll be happy too ^^ That's how i make myself happy ^^

Written by

Kai How ?

Kae How?

Haha , whateva~

Haiz....

You have forgotten my birthday once again.

I told you last time i will not tell you my B'day one more time if you forgot again but finally i told you.This's the third time already ...Haiz...

I was just pretending i was not unhappy but inside my heart i was really dissapointed and sad.

Very.....very dissapointed but what to do.......Maybe my B'day is not that important for you..

Eventhough i was not happy just now , i still hope that you can accompany me but not to leave me alone.... haiz ....

Whenever i'm unhappy , what i want is only your accompany...

Well , whatever , i don't want you to be unhappy tho i'm not happy....

It's okay for me.......for tonight.....I don't want you feel that you have made me moody....

That's my own problem , i have to face it...Face the unhappy feeling alone but not to make people unhappy because of me too...

I think i will be okay after waken up from my sleep tomorrow morning..

I hope so..........I think you're sleeping right now so...gud nitezzz and have a sweet dream ya~

Hehe..~

What i have promised i will never forget.

I will do whatever i have promised to you.

Waiting for you , as for me it's worth ^^

I'm waiting for you to come back during Chinese New Year and as what i had promised you , i will treat you yum-cha and teach you how to drive @@ <---------- Even i myself's driving skill is not really passed! hahaha!Anyway i'm not sure whether i will be here in Gua Musang during Chinese New Year or not...the first 3 days i confirm i'll be in my hometown.

Nowaday i will no longer feel sad and lonely.

That's because i know that , when i'm thinking of someone, the girl is also thinking of me ^^ that's sweet and i have to admit that , what a nice thing when i wake up every day in the morning and i can see your message via phone^^

Hah , that's all and it's really make me happy ^^

开心^^

现在的我真的好开心，

当你告诉我，你好像爱上我时...我真的好开心^^

其实我也知道，你还小并不适合谈恋爱，但是，我会等你的~

说了我会等，那就是会等~

对于我来说，要遇上一个爱自己，自己也爱的人真的很难，遇上了，就得要珍惜^^

当然，我不会觉得等你是浪费我的时间，

对于我来说，等一个人，也是种幸福~

我决定了等你咯，

现在，我只希望你能好好的念书吧~

加油...

Haizzz

Haiz...extremely exhausted , extremely tired...

You said you will leave comments ...

Maybe you have forgotten....Try to call you but i cannot reach...maybe you are charging or out of battery..I don't know..

Haiz..........

Dota-ing..

Aww, still dota-ing o...sorry ya >.<>Cause my friends ask me to play dota ah....

sorry ah..........promise myself to sleep early but i cant do it....

Sorry for you too....Good nite...

Tonight i'll sleep at 3am i think....

又一天了~

哈哈，一天又过去了，好快好快~

明天就是我最忙的一天了，想到都害怕~

星期六真的很忙，从早忙到晚！但是没关系啦>.<

好希望看到你的留言，呵呵，越多越好^^最好每个post都有你的留言咯=P哈哈!

农历新年又要来了，每年的新年我都觉得好闷的，但是今年，感觉不同了，

好想回去看看亲戚朋友，和他们一起过新年，士别了3-4年，今年又可以回到自己最初的家乡-文德甲过新年咯^^哈哈，新家终于好了，一等，就等了四年呀.......没想到时间真的过得挺快了~

不知不觉，就过了四年了~呵呵......

好怀念年年大年初一好多人来到我的家拜年，大家一起吃steamboat，好热闹啊!!!希望今年可以咯~哈哈!!

当然咯，最希望的，还是希望，新年可以看到你咯^^

你说每个男生都喜欢美女，说我奇怪，其实我并不奇怪吧~哈哈~

我知道自己要的是什么，我很希望陪着我的，是会体谅我的，不无理取闹的，当然，以后还会孝顺我父母的~lolx...对我而言，家庭真的很重要~或许我觉得父母的养育之恩真的很伟大吧~所以，我会很希望我的她也会孝顺他们咯~哈~

　

美女...哈哈，其实我并不在乎吧，但是我也会有自己喜欢类型的女生吧~呵呵，

很奇怪，就是会被那种类型的女生吸引>.<

有时候我朋友说的美女美女，对我而言，都很普通吧，哈哈哈哈!

和你sms的日子我真的很开心咯~说真的，我好久没那么开心过了~

就算是工作多么的累，只要想到你，再累我也会笑，再辛苦我也觉得是值得的~

明天你读到2点吧~还挺早放学的，哈哈。。但是你放学后，我还在忙碌的工作=.=''呵呵~

我好讨厌星期六...但是，没关系吧~

再过一个星期，Ernie就回来了，呵呵，说真的，在TVR的日子里~因为有了他，我才没那么闷，正如他所说，他最好的朋友是我，和我一起很开心，而我也是那么想的，他说他不能那么自私，留着我在TVR,哈哈!还提议我去念书~而我，也是吧~有他在TVR的日子真的没那么闷，或许我和他都是喜欢开玩笑的吧~哈哈，不知道他几时会到USA继续他的事业呢？希望不会那么快咯~

呵呵~今天我又想了，如果你的成绩又退步了，那一定是我害你的咯=.=''希望你别退步咯，不然我会觉得自己害了你，haiz~加油啊你!

别偷懒咯~怎么上来看我的部落了?快去温习!哈哈哈!做完功课再来啦~^^

为什么?

今天，真的想了好多东西，想的，都是以后的事。
钱，它不是万能，但是讽刺的是，没钱，就万万不能。

现在的我，好害怕去想将来。
现在想起，总觉得好可怕，好可怕。

在这现实世界里，大家都在忙忙碌碌。
有些，外表看上去很风光，然而不然....
好多事情，都是得你亲自去体会，去经历，你才会知道，其实它看似简单，做起来，却是万般的难呀!

我承认自己情绪化，多愁善感，然而这是我的本性，我是感性的~
我真的很喜欢Tony Tan 所写的，真得很棒，也说出了我的心声，post上来分享咯

为自己活着

可能你早已发现，满怀希望地在成长的路上奔波之时，总会遇到许多的不公平。

不管怎样，我们都该好好地为自己活着。

为自己活着，不等于自私自利，凡事只在自己头上划圈圈；为自己活着，不等于把自己锁在进步的起点。为自己活着，那是一种永恒的信念，一种执著的追求。

也许，你奉献了满池甘露，却未尝得到丝丝清甜；也许，你用善良装点世界，却听不到声声赞许。于是你沮丧人世的苍凉，诅咒命运的不公平。不必这样，为自己活着吧，世界属于每一个人的，世界赋予我们生命，我们就该好好珍惜。其实，你的善良，你的爱，让你充实地渡过了每一天，这就回报。金钱，名利，算得了什么？在乎这些只会累一辈子。永远记住：“真正的财富是健康的身体，简单的生活和心情上的海阔天空。”

别抱怨一切都是假的，别抱怨一切都是虚伪，别说自己枉活了这许多个春秋，别说自己永远得不到别人的爱戴。生活的路上，你已跌倒了许多次，但每次你都能坚强得爬起；深一脚，浅一脚的跋涉中你已经成长了。

经历了无数次风雨，但泥泞的路上，依旧有你微笑的面庞。

相信吧，有人理解你，有人尊敬你，更有人爱你。一味地自卑和抱怨只会把本来美丽的生活染成灰色，你更会从此走入人生的低谷。凡事只在一念之间，甩甩发热的头脑，别在意太多，相信世界依然美丽。

为自己活着吧，不必管别人怎么想。

为自己活着，也是为别人活着。

这真的很棒，他写的东西，每次都深深地让我记着了~或许，他已经领悟了生命的含义~呵呵。
而我，还是徘徊在这现实世界里，见证着人们虚伪的一面，我在想为什么，人就是那么的虚伪?表达自己最真的一面不是最好的吗?

或许天真的我，天真的以为世界很美好吧?
然而，现在我会为自己活着，也为了别人活着。
生命，要是只为了自己活着，实在是太乏味了，
现在的我，有人自己爱的人，
开始早睡了，开始注意自己的健康了，
因为我知道，健康才是财富，
只有我健康，才可以陪她走得更远，
只要我健康，才可以给到她幸福~
我好希望，有一天你会发现，我是真的爱上你了，
永远，对我来说，是很遥远吧~
然而，我是那么相信着的，只要你我愿意，
我们还是可以走得很远，很远~
或许现在说这些还言之过早吧~哈哈，
我不知道你在顾虑着什么，但是，真的好希望有一天，你不再顾虑了，
或许。那一天还很遥远吧?haha.........

现在的我，除了每天想你之外，
也在想以后我该怎样呢?
现在的我，说真的工资还挺不错的，
要是没学校假期的话，一个月还可以得到1.5k+ 吧。
若是那样的话，Rm500就可以给我父母咯^^好开心...
要是我勤劳的话，一个月还可得到2k呢!哈哈，看吧，如果可以，去要求多一个班咯，但是，那样我的工作量就会增加咯...>.<

但是，该努力赚钱啦，得存钱去读书了，哈哈，我今年希望可以存到Rm10k lo >.< 希望可以!! 加油啊....

努力赚钱中^^

成长?

原来，随着人慢慢的长大，所抱负的东西也会慢慢的增加。
无可否认，我好希望，好像其他人那样，踏上他们的college life.
人家说，你爸有钱，blah blah blah.我一笑置之，在我心里，是那样的告诉自己的，我长大了，不该再用父母的钱了..

他们之前辛苦所得来的，是该让他们好好的享受了，我可不能在增加他们的负担啊...
最后，我选择了另一条路，出来工作...
社会大学，真的有好多东西等着我学，我从不后悔，因为我知道，活到老，学到老。
我只是尝试另一个走向成功的路径，或许，这将比其他人困难，但是，我无所谓。
我知道，要成功，得先学会吃苦.吃得苦中苦，方为人上人，我知道自己太善良了，这不行，我得学会保护自己，
这险恶的现实世界里，善良的都会被欺负，现在我在这吸取经验，那往后，对人对事也许会有别的看法吧?

或许，多几个月我就到外去读书了，我还不知道，也许吧，我怀念上课的日子。
也许，我会拿教书的course吧，或向着我的强项去?那大众传媒?who knows..

但是，我好希望，可以用自己的储蓄去念书，
父母亲，使该享福啦.....不是吗？

长大后，真的顾虑多了，做什么都会三思而后行，
当然包袱也自自然然的增加了，
几个月很快就过去了，
我也得开始计划自己的将来了，
没想到20岁的我，竟然会开始担心了~呵呵

其实，我从小就有个愿望，就是当人民代仪士，为民请命，但是这梦想真得很遥远~哈哈。
也许我会拿Tesol先吧....

是时候让自己加油了，希望你也会支持我的决定咯~

You...Brighten up my Life?

What i have to say...
Without hesitation.
Ya, u have brighten up my life.
I have to admit that , i have been a long time haven't been so happy!

Last time , i thought that i was such an unhappy boy , I didn't know why i have to suffer in many kind of things. With your appearance nowaday , i have to say it loud ,U HAVE TOTALLY CHANGE MY LIFE!! I have forgotten how long i haven't sighed , I have forgotten how long i haven't felt sad. Because of you i'm now very happy!From the bottom of my heart , i have to say...Yeah that's sweet.

2010 , eventhough i'm now 20 years old , it's such a great life for me.
I got my own car , i met a girl that'll make me feel happy !!!
As what i said , i don't know why , everything seems like very nice for me !! Maybe , i'm now in love with someone , maybe i hope to be together with her and maybe because of her accompany ? haha..

I have a lot of things to tell you today but unfortunately your stupid phone always has a lot of problems , haha anyway forget about that >.< tell you tomorrow ba , hah!

As for me today , i have taught a level 3 class , nowaday when it comes to teach ,i'm no longer afraid.No longer afraid to talk in front of the students because i know that my english has been polished and not as broken as last time.Well it's not perfect but at least my english level has once again improved!

I'm proud of myself and i have to show my gratitude towards my boss , without him , i'm really nothing until now. He has inspired me from the first day i entered TVR centre , that's great!Without his inspiration , maybe i'm not a teacher now!
Besides that , you lend your car to me , LOLx I'm really excited because of that , but i swear i will buy it next month!!! ^^

As for tomorrow , there're still a lot of things to be done , i have to teach 2 classes and yeah , i have to wait for your message ^^ hope that the time passes faster and it will reach tomorrow's 9.30pm .That's what i wish now >.<

写作，一直以来都是我的最爱，好希望可以做出好的文章，
好希望，能够写出感人的字眼~
哈哈，但是到达那境界，还需要加倍努力咯~

K.How A.K.A Endofworld A.K.A Noob End <---- jus for my sifu ^^ haha

Weeeeeee~

I got my car ^^
My boss said lend me as the company car lo.
As for me , that's such a great thing because i can learn how to drive start from today.

Hehe...So now i can go and fetch you yumcha lu ^^ hehe....that's great!!!!!!!!!

Hope i can see you soon.
With your appearance i'm now no longer sad . I'm very happy and enjoy every day of mine.

After working i feel very happy cause i know there's someone ,waiting for my message and so am I.Waiting for your message.

I know it , I like you , i can feel it..I really like you.
I hope to be together with you ...really...from what i was doing,called you every day just to hear you voice and talk to you , i know that , i have falled in love with you already.

This is how i feel ,can you feel my love ?As usual i really hope that i can see your message ^^

Your message will always brighten my day...Hehe ^^

心血来潮~

刚刚，我心血来潮，去读了你的部落，从最初的，读着读着，其实，还挺羡慕你的吧。
感觉上，你和你的亲戚家人的感情都好好咯，而我....haiz....

或许是从小就没跟他们生活在一起吧,每次新年回去,总觉得跟他们隔了道墙,
最近这几年,有点好转了,毕竟还可以和他们说几句话,就那几句...lol...

我看了你的部落，有好多话想告诉你，但是，又不知道该从何说起...呵呵。
看到你开心的，我也开心，然而看到你伤心了，我也不由自主地伤心了，我是怎么啦...

现在这一刻，真的好想你好想你，真的好希望，你就在我面前。。。真的好想紧紧地抱紧你，
告诉你说，我永远都会在你身边，陪着你，保护你...不让你受伤.......不知道，你愿不愿意让我陪着你呢？

很久以前我就知道人生好短暂，看着身边的人一个一个的离去，我好无奈...
有时人就是那样，没失去总不会珍惜，失去了，才遗憾自己没有好好珍惜过...
曾经我是那样，现在，我正努力的珍惜身边的一切，人，事与物，我告诉自己，决不能伤害身边的每一个人.....

而且，我有个愿望，就是把欢乐带给全世界的人，让这世界不再充满那么多的灾难，但是我有这能力吗?

好希望，现在就能听到你的声音，或是..收到你的短信......

Woo...

It's another day >.<
I don't know whether it will be a sien day or a great day but whatever la! haha...

I have to say that without your accompany , it's really like lacking of something.
Maybe , chatting with you make me happier , that's the truth ba..haha..

Anyway , you have to start studying ler , if possible then you better work hard lo..
I don't want that because of me , your result drop again >.< that will make me feel guilty de......

Besides that , i hope that today your phone will be fixed la..haha..
Dont know why , i really hope to know how's everything going on with you.

Hah, whatever bah , looking forward to Chinese New Year lu , if possible i'll treat you yumcha as what i promised you last time ^^

haha.....

今天又跟你通电话了，哈哈，好长的时间40分钟叻>.<
第一次,和一个女生说那么久,哈哈,而且我还会有点不舍得的感觉,aww...

没有你的陪伴，真的好难过哦...
希望明天你能陪我咯~
不知怎么，真的好想你，好想你，呵呵~不知道你呢?

现在应该睡了吧？哈哈哈，一定的咯，明天还得早起床，
而我还在电脑前忙着>.>

最近都好开心，或许，是你的出现吧，我很少唉声叹气了^^
啊!!该怎么等到明天阿!!!!!!!讨厌啊>.<

好希望明天一起床就可以看到你的短信，但是，不可能咯，哈哈，因为你的手机没电了>.<
唯有等咯，希望晚上可以和你聊天...
好想好想你......

School reopen!!

School holidays has already ended.
You have to go to school already and I have to start teaching.

My teaching schedule is
Monday - 8pm - 9.30pm Level 2 class
Tuesday - 8pm -9.30pm Level 2 class
Friday 11am-1pm , 2pm-4pm , 4.30pm-6.30pm Mathematic class
Saturday 11am-1pm , 2pm-4pm , 4.30pm - 6.30pm , 8pm-10pm

Aww , it seems like a very busy week for me , haha but nevermind , i can earn a lot of money by teaching ^^ Hehe...

But what am i concerning is , i afraid that i don't have much time to accompany you , since i have to start teaching but i swear i will find you every day after my working time and that's 9.30pm or 10pm.

Nowaday , you are very important for me. I hope that i can keep in touch with you forever and will never leave each other alone....

Maybe , i have already falled in love with you...........

~有你的日子真好~

有你的日子真好，好喜欢听到你的声音。
这是我第一次，好想好想打电话给一个女生，为的只是想听到他的声音。
哈哈，昨晚，好好笑，从电话里，听得出你在暗爽咯，哈哈哈哈哈!!!说着话都在笑,我没说错吧?hehe

其实，我真的不是个花心的人，
当我决定了追求一个女生，
那我就会一心一意的对她好，只对她好噢^^ 不知道，你感受到了吗?hehe..
好喜欢跟你谈天的日子，总觉得时间过得好快，谈着谈着就到了深夜，哈哈，或许，开心的时光都过得特别快吧。

你开学了咯，要好好读书，别再让自己后悔了啦。
我真的会一直支持你的，加油^^
我不知道往后会怎样，我很希望，以后的以后，都有你的陪伴，好希望，你我能够永远的联系，永远的互相支持对方，
不离开对方，但是能那样吗?我好希望可以.....

我知道时间过得很快，一眨眼就会放假了，好期待见到你，嘻嘻....
认识你真的好开心哦!!!不知怎么说，哈哈，就你真的很可爱^^
我根本不介意你矮咯，其实，你觉得你自己的缺点，在我眼中全都是优点来的，我一点都不介意^^哈哈。
所以，你不用顾虑什么咯，你不会拖衰我，跟你谈天，是我最开心的事了，但是今天起，我得教书了咯，我放工后会找你的，等我的信息咯^^

哈哈，好久好久，我都没那么开心了，真的好开心好开心^^
农历新年....像往年那样，我会回家乡，或许初三或初四回来咯，不知道，你会不会在这里呢?haha

其实我觉得你听体谅人的，
嘻嘻^^
好喜欢你^^

<3

Haha..

I have nothing to say but i know that i'm really in love with you.
I love you ^^

I'm very happy after calling you.
This's the first time i call a girl and talk for quite a long time..
Maybe i'm really in love ? but really , this is the first time !!!!!!!

You're cute,you're considerate.
In my mind , I hope you can be with me forever if you wish to.
I'm willing to be with you forever..What about you?

haha...Maybe it's to early to say it but i will prove to you that i'm different compare to other boys...

I'll show my love more than the other , and i will not hurt you like the other boys do.

I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

Sorry..

Sorry for making you sad because of me...
I promise i will not be moody anymore...
I'll be happy everyday...That's because i want you to be happy..

I don't want to see you sad...
Actually last time i was even worse >.< haha..
Now i'm getting better and better...
Thank you ^^

You are now part of my life....
Everyday when i wake up , i will think of you ..
Because i know that..i'm really miss you....

Hope to see you soon ^^

Haiz

Maybe this time , i think too much again.....
Maybe i shall wake up from my day dream....
Whatever nice will never belong to me....
As for me..I'm longing for something ....But i know that i will never get it.
That's my fate....which has already destined....
I know i couldn't change my fate....because it has already destined....

I hope i can be happy everyday but it seem like an impossible mission for me...
I know it...whenever i'm unhappy , that's because of love.....
Besides love , there isnt any thing will make me unhappy....
I wish ...I wish...I wish there's someone who will appreciate my love...
I wish....I wish...I wish i will not be unhappy because of love anymore....
And i wish...i wish....i hope i can live happily....
I know it...i fall in love with you ...I don't know why..it's really amazing...
I thought i will not fall in love but the fact is...no....now i have started to fall....fall into a endless hole...Haiz.....
But i started to afraid...
Afraid of many things......
I don't know what to do.....
You don't really know my personalize , and same as me too....
And...you're not in a good position to talk about these things.
You have to study hard in order to achieve what you want..
There're still many things there,waiting for you to do.....
There're a lot of attraction there in KL....
And the distance between you and I....
Haizzzz...........
I feel...I can feel the pain inside my heart.....
Those feeling...come back once again...
I hate it...Totally hate.............
Painful inside my heart......I dont like!

I know you will go back to your hostel tomorrow and you will not have time to view my blog.....
I really hope...you will not see this post....cause next week , i'm sure that my posts will cover up all of this unhappy memories....

Messages..

Received a forward message from her just now....
She's no longer exist in my heart........
I'll no longer reply her message...

Something which has gone is already gone..
You're no longer important for me..........
No matter what you do , I will never waste my time on you anymore..
That's because now i have already found someone who is important for me..
And i'll try my best to give her happines and to protect her..

As for you...I will not cry or sad because of you anymore because i have forgotten you already ~

Now.I have someone that i like and i really hope to be together with her ^^

Damn the hell!!!!!

What the crap is this =.=
Starting moody...zzzzz
Don't know why...
I can't hold the happy hour for more than 1 day de >.<
Damn bad ah..Haiz......

Suddenly turn no mood.....what the hell is that ?? =.=''

My personality..

Aww. i have no idea for myself..

I know myself is moody...since last time until now i haven't changed...I'm still moody...

Happy hours will always pass very soon.

After happy moments , sad moments will always be there for me ....

I don't know why but from what i'm feeling now...

I'm happy when i'm with my friends...that's all..

While i'm with my friends , i can forget every unhappy memories..No matter what kind of problems are them , i can forget them completely when i stay together with my friends.

Maybe i'm those kind of person who likes to think too much.

Something that hasn't happened but i will unhappy because of it.

Am i thinking too much ? Or I'm just be aware to make sure i will not get hurt one more time?

I don't know.

But what i know is...SMS will you is the happiest thing for me now....

Without your message , i'll feel worried , worried about you and worried that you will leave me ?

Maybe it's not suitable for me to use leave...That's because you and I are never been together..LOLx...

My weather will change very soon.

Even one of your word or some small things , will make me feel very sad.I don't know why.

Maybe i'm those kinds of person who is getting hurt easily or I'm thinking too much?I have no idea.

I have been a long time haven't stayed happy for many days.

I hope i can find back my happiness .

I don't know where did i lost my happiness , I don't know how can i get it back.

But i know it , with your appearance , i have changed a lot.

I'm no longer afraid of getting hurt , I'm no longer sad everyday and my confidence has improve a lot.

But sometimes , I will still worry =.='' Maybe i'm a bit annoying ? or too much?LOLx....always sms you >.<>

But what i have to say is....i'm really miss you when i wake up so that's why i sms you >.>

奇怪~

总觉得奇怪，Lol..为什么人家总说我花心呢?
哈哈，我也不知道，或许我的外表以及言语谈吐方面让人那么以为咯>.< 但其实我并不花心咯，呵呵... 在友情里，我可以给自己打80分吧，呵呵~毕竟我还挺多好朋友的^^ 在家庭里，我也给自己打80分，嘻嘻，因为我还挺孝顺的。 但是在爱情里=.=,给自己打35分，哈哈，不及格咯=.='' 我不知道为什么>.< 或许，自己并不是很会谈恋爱，LOL!!! Totally fail =(
无奈啊....

我可以是个很好的朋友，很好的孩子，很好的老师，但是，要当一个很好的男朋友，真的很难。
我喜欢的，你不一定喜欢，你喜欢的，我会尝试去喜欢~哈哈~那些爬山冒险的都是别找我了=.=''最讨厌的呵呵~应酬下可以咯==

感觉上，最近我总是粘着你=.=''我还挺烦人的吧，呵呵。
换成是以前，我sms的时间都在打着dota lo...哈哈，现在，我玩game的时间也少了，
其实我觉得还不错吧~就有时队友需要我帮助时说了we need you la , just now lose liao , cb fast!revenge!我才会去玩玩dota,hahaha!!

其实并不是我想粘人的吧...不知怎么，才刚停止sms，就会开始想念你=.='' <-----中毒了?呵呵...
哈~没关系啦^^让你慢慢地了解我，你就会知道我不是花心的人^^ hehe =)而且，我会对你比一般的人还要好^^

加油~

看了你的部落~其实我也了解你的心情吧~呵呵，但是别为了一点挫折而放弃，从现在起努力，你还是可以的~
就像我那样，考完SPM后，我不知道自己该往哪里走，继续读书?还是出来社会工作。
我挣扎了很久，最后在没选择下选择了form 6...没错，是没选择下。form6真的很辛苦，在没有朋友的情况下，我犹豫了，该怎么继续下去?
就我一个华人男生，天天去到学校我真的好sien =.=''好怀念以前的生活~就那样一年过去了，我打算放弃念那该死的form 6...
或许，一切都是冥冥中自有安排的......放弃学业过一个月后，我就找到了这份工.....
它让我学会了好多东西~而我在很多方面也比以前有信心多了~
当然，我知道好多好多的人都在说我傻，大家都在轻视我，取笑我，但是，我告诉自己，我知道自己在做什么，每个人成功的方式不同，总有一天你们会看到另一个我，我会让你们(取笑我的人)知道你们错了!!

我知道现在我做到了，有人告诉我，他之前看错我了，哈哈...当然，我知道我还没达到最好的水平，我还可以一直慢慢的提升自己^^

当然，你的机会还很多，只要你肯用工，明年一定可以考到好的成绩~哈哈...
如果有需要，我也会帮你的哦^^ 帮你加强你英文的grammar / tenses...hah.!
其他的我不是很行的=.=''最庆幸是因为我喜欢英文，哈哈!!
超喜欢这语言的，他是最容易的了^^

jiayou lu...sei short po ^^

Haiz...

怎么我会那么在意...
当你告诉我做完你和你的前任男友通电话时,我真的很不开心...
Haiz.....挺在意的，不知怎么，心里就是有种难受的感觉......

为什么我那么在意，不就是普通的通电话吗..
没想到这小事都会让我不开心...Haiz.....
而我，也只能装作没事吧....

这是...吃醋的感觉吗=(

Bastard la!

A great day spoilt after receiving a phone call...
KNN...off day ask me to go and work , go die plz!!!!!!
damn beh song...damn beh song!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010.

Happy new year to everyone !!
Hehe..yesterday it was such a great day for me >.<
Enjoy my count down with all my friends.
Friendship lasts forever! That's what i always tell myself.
It's my honour to have friends like you all and i hope our friendship will really last forever , no matter when , no matter what ,no matter where!

2010是新的一年咯，哈哈，新的一年，新的希望，新的理想，新的一切~
当然，也是新的挑战^^

或许2010年的前方有很多的挑战在等着我，但是我会勇敢地面对它们^^
当然，我知道距离我向往的日子不远了^^
hehe....当我觉得到了适当的时候，college life , I'm coming ^^
now i still need to gain my experience , i want myself to be mature >.< then only i can pursue for wat i wan ^^

and for you , haha..Happy new year lo...People are counting down and you neh?Sleeping...wakakakakakakkakakaka =P pig lai de lo ^^
~K.How~