错，错，错..

当初告诉你这部落的存在就是错误的选择....
告诉自己要把你忘了...
但是一直以来都知道自己做不到...

Whatever i have done , were wrong..I was not supposed to tell you the existance of this blog , Why i can't forget you until now .I hope i can forget you and i thought i have already forget you.But the fact is a NO..

Everytimes after chatting with you , my mood turn down immediately ,eventhough i feel like want to chat with you , i'll never double click on your name and type hi...just to avoid any painful memories come into my mind .
Painful inside my heart , you'll never seen ...you'll never feel , you'll never know....

Visualize the past , you hurt me badly , i can't forget you . Sorry .. After 3-4 months , i have to say , i love you..Eventhough you and I never be together before , I know that's love.

I can't forget the one i love , that's you....I love you so much . I have been hiding the feeling inside deep of my heart , but today i can't stand for it anymore...I feel like want to cry , i can't forgive myself , for falling in love with you so deeply ..Sorry , i can't forget you , sorry , i love you...

And whatever i have written here , just to say that , i love you juan , no matter what , no matter when .....

that's what we always say ,
你能看到我在屏幕上的字,却看不到我在键盘上的泪.....

I hope you will never come to this blog , i told you i'll not write blog anymore , because i don't want you to know what am i thinking about...

Although i love you deeply , i'll never take action and i know..you'll get a bf one day later.....

What i hope is , you'll be happy...That's really enough...