Monday, January 10, 2011

I am sad....I cry..i cry and i cry..

I am sad...I cried many time...I don't understand.......
I really put all my effort in this relationship..

I cherish for every moment that together with you.
I can't give myself a reason to forget you...
Eventhough i know you will not love me anymore,I still love you deeply..
It's deeply....I love a girl deeply that she never think of our future.
It's not your fault , it's my fault..
From the beginning you remind me that the day will come..
I am the one who is naive , i thought that you will know that i'm the one that can take care of you.
But in fact i'm the one who is wrong and totally wrong....

What i can do now is, cry , cry and cry , i can't work , i took a leave , i can't concentrate in working......
My heart is broken...I don't believe in love anymore..
Love is feeling and it's not a game , it's not a game..It's feeling......

I lost in this battle of the love , i lost totally , i lost my confidence , i lost my soul and i lost you...
I tried my best to be strong but i can't...I can't!!!
I can't calm myself down...I burst out crying..

Why ??Why??? Why always me???Am i not good enough??That's the only reason...If i'm good , you won't leave me.......T.T

No more information from you...no more news from you..
No more you in my life...what am i going to be???????
I can't be happy..........The happiest moment was the time that together with you in my life...
But finally , it dissappears...I have gone back to a person who can't smile from deep of my heart..

I became a person that got no happiness in my life.....
I become a person who fails in everything...

Last but not least..I AM FAIL!!!!FAIL IN EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SAD I AM SAD!!!!
SAD!!!!SAD!!!!

WHY THE HELL THE GOD TREATS ME LIKE THIS T.T

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