挣扎,迟疑...

I have been struggling for so many weeks,thinking of whether shall i resign and finally i have made a decision to resign from my current work.

I will resign once they have found another teacher , i can't stand working for so long and i have no off day ; it means that i have to work 7 days a week and i don't have a day for myself to rest.

It's very pityful as what i think.Recently i feel very stressful because of the Care House.
Those kids are really suck,and they always do something to irritate me.

Sometimes i feel like want to scold them like hell , and i did.In fact , it will only waste my energy as after scolding all those bastards , my mood will not be good and i'll be very down.

Besides that , haiz , i'm very stress to teach English after teaching Care House , that's suck!
I hate my work now that i will never hate last time.

So i make a decision to quit my job upstairs.Yes , definitely i lost a lot of money but i what i want is to work in a happy environment in low paid rather than a unhappy environment with high paid.

I hope that my life will get better after quitting the job and i believe there'll be some opportunities for me to find another new job . Once i get it , i'll go for it and resign completely my current work.

Anyway,i feel that i can't give you anything anymore since my paid is not as good as last time.Haiz...i feel sad too...sorry..dear.