Haiz

Maybe this time , i think too much again.....
Maybe i shall wake up from my day dream....
Whatever nice will never belong to me....
As for me..I'm longing for something ....But i know that i will never get it.
That's my fate....which has already destined....
I know i couldn't change my fate....because it has already destined....

I hope i can be happy everyday but it seem like an impossible mission for me...
I know it...whenever i'm unhappy , that's because of love.....
Besides love , there isnt any thing will make me unhappy....
I wish ...I wish...I wish there's someone who will appreciate my love...
I wish....I wish...I wish i will not be unhappy because of love anymore....
And i wish...i wish....i hope i can live happily....
I know it...i fall in love with you ...I don't know why..it's really amazing...
I thought i will not fall in love but the fact is...no....now i have started to fall....fall into a endless hole...Haiz.....
But i started to afraid...
Afraid of many things......
I don't know what to do.....
You don't really know my personalize , and same as me too....
And...you're not in a good position to talk about these things.
You have to study hard in order to achieve what you want..
There're still many things there,waiting for you to do.....
There're a lot of attraction there in KL....
And the distance between you and I....
Haizzzz...........
I feel...I can feel the pain inside my heart.....
Those feeling...come back once again...
I hate it...Totally hate.............
Painful inside my heart......I dont like!

I know you will go back to your hostel tomorrow and you will not have time to view my blog.....
I really hope...you will not see this post....cause next week , i'm sure that my posts will cover up all of this unhappy memories....