Grown up

Once you have grown up,you will start to consider of many things.

Once you have grown up , you will no longer do something without thinking.

Once you have grown up , before you do something , you will think of it twice of more than twice. That's not because you don't dare to do it but you know it you need to plan for something before you do it.

Once you have grown up , you're no longer as childish as last time. You will have your own responsibility in everything.

Before i met you , i don't believe in love.
Maybe i scare to get hurt , i hate the pain brought to me because of love last time.
I'm really hurt. I scare i will get hurt once again.
Yeah , i admit , love is beautiful.I try my best to give whatever i can when i'm in a relationship with a girl.Eventhough when i'm courting a girl , i pay 100% love to them.Anyway, what did i get?Haiz...Painful inside my heart , nobody could ever see....I tried to be happy last time and i did it but..i have lost my happiness...

Now..i have found someone that i like but...haiz
I don't know what should i do...
SHe's still studying ...............................
AHhhhhhh..i hope she will not c what i write....haiz =(

i dunnoe what am i writing also.........

sleep better...now it is already 31st december...
I really like you but i don't dare to be together with you..
I wish to have a long relationship...what about you?!!are you the samE?
i dont know..... =(