Think about it first

I don't know why , today , i think about so many things....I... started to worry about myself , ya , worry about my future , what am i going to be when i've grown up later?!!

I don't know .... In my mind , i hope that i could get myself a degree for education?Ya , that's what i think ...but ..if the local university,no doubt , that's definitely suck ...but if private...then it need a lot of money...Money ,that's not a simple question , since i know how valuable the money is and , how hard , for us to earn the money...and , some of them will ever say , we can earn back later...but , think from other way , will you able to earn it back ?!! is it a Guarantee ?!! well , that's no...and it really depend on yourself , whether u want it anot..and , if you really want , you have to work hard...and , don't forget...you have to work hard for what you want , or...you will never get it..

As we're young , we alway ask things from our parents , hundred++ sometimes thousand ++...but , think bout , do you ever think about it?!! how hard did our parents work for the RM1000??!!! that's not a little amount you know ?! And.what i heard from my boss , is really right...he said , whenever his daughter ask for something...then .he will answer her , you buy me one Rm100 thing , i'll buy you one RM500 thing....
so , do you get it?! ya , when we are young , we don't even know how to earn the money...but...we spent alot of money...

Money that we spent such as Tuition fees , school fees , uniform fees , food , computer , handphone ETC , and i think that from 1 year old until 19 years old , how much did us spend our parents money?!!! i think that's uncountable....Didnt it?!

So..once i step out and work , only i know how hard it is , just to earn money....do you think you can get 2-3k the 1st time you step out to this community?!!ya , you can , whenever you're dreaming , what you need , without hesitation , is experience...doesnt that?!

So....whenever you wanna ask something from your parents , think about it , and ask yourself , did you parents ever , ask something from you?!!! they never..so please be a filial son/daughter in order to disobey them ... They are your parents , and...All parents love their children ....there isnt any exception...

And , my future...that's really indistinct..i don't even know , where should i go next year , should i continue my job ?!! or go for what i want...Mayb , i'll retake my Muet and make it band4 or 5 , that's what i want...since i've improve so much...yeah! that's what i'm really proud of...working in TVR really help me improve my english well..and ....i really have to show respect to my boSS ( Alfred Koh) he's the one who really want to cultivate me , ya , the 1st time you met me , you told me like tat , u wanna cultivate me , and you really did it...even now , i'm not as good as you , but i'm really improving ...my english improve a lot within 2 months....really...and , i hope that , i can go further and further... and won't remain at the same point...that's what i really hope for~

Even now , i feel that ,there's just two choices for me , its really depend , all have to depend on how is it going Next year , after i get my stpm result.......but i hope , i can score a good result , mayb ..that's impossible.....but , will miracle appear?!! haha..maybe ?!! if i become more hardworking from now......